His Heir, My Regrets | Jinkook✔️

E3: Proposal

One Year Later.....

Jungkook Pov:

I am incredibly nervous today. I never knew that I, Jeon Jungkook, could feel as nervous as I was currently feeling. Today is the day I am going to ask Jin to marry me. I had taken him out on our private yacht, he and I were currently out at sea having a candlelight dinner. I was fidgeting in my seat, as I played with the ring in my pocket.

I wanted to ask him a for a while now, but with the kids and his moody self, the timing was just never right. He yells at me almost every other day saying we are never having any more kids as three was enough. He kept forcing me to wear condoms every time we had sex if not, I was banned for a whole two weeks. Do you know how hard it is to be without sex for even a day much less an entire week? No, then let me tell you, I know. I was banned five times, all because I forgot the condom. I mean, who remembers that in the heat of the moment. What's the big deal with having more kids? I wanted more.

He claimed if I ever decide to leave him or if he decides to run away and leave me and the kids it would be manageable for either one of us if it's just three, but if we had more, one of us would be left with a more significant burden, him more so than me. According to him, I am rich, and he isn't. No matter how I tried telling him I wasn't going anywhere, he doesn't believe me. I think he lost a part of his mind while having these kids.

Who are nothing but three spoiled brats and are extremely selfish. They take up all of Jin's time. No desire to share with their dad. I have to wait until real late at nights to even get some attention from my boyfriend, it's ridiculous. I never imagined I would be competing with some one-year-olds for my lovers time. Jin was being unfair too, every time I suggest we go away, he gets emotional saying he can't leave the "babies" behind. I did not want to leave them behind, either, but I wanted time with him.

My son who I so badly wanted was the worse out of the girls he was the most selfish little one, I thought he would have stuck to me, but no, he sticks to his papa more than me, and anytime I try to touch Jin he screams out. I now wish his ass was a girl; he needs to leave my Seokjin alone. He is so annoying. He likes no one but Jin and Jimin, and you would've thought after I fought so hard for him to come into the world, I would be one of his favorite. Ungrateful.

The girls, on the other hand, were my angels, they loved their Daddy, always smiling and giggling when I go near them. I love my girls. I love my son too, but his ass one selfish ass baby. And no, I am not jealous, just annoyed at his selfishness. Sharing his caring, did no one teach him that. Jin should've read to him more when he was pregnant.

I had gotten Jimin, Yoongi, and Hoseok to agree to babysit the kids which they never mind doing, but Jin was always worried that the kids would be too much for them to handle.

"Jungkook, Jungkook, Jungkook" I was pulled out of my thoughts as Jin continued calling my name.

"Yeah, babe?" He looked annoyed.

"What's got your mind so busy, you have been spaced ever out since we been sitting here. You didn't have any of your food either, is something wrong? What's the point of taking me out to sea leaving the kids if you don't want to be here with me?" oh my goodness, do you see what I mean that he is moody. Lately, he's even moodier. I am telling you the kids did it to him.

I reached over the table rubbing his hand, "Babe, please stop. I am sorry I spaced out. I was deep in thought and just a bit nervous, that's all it is. Please forgive me. And what do you mean, I don't want to be here with you, are you crazy? I couldn't imagine being anywhere else, but here with you. As for why I am nervous" I guess it's now are never, I got down on my knee pulling the ring out of my pocket and raising him it up to he, he pulls back in his seat in shock, my nerves spiraling more out of control seeing his reaction, but I continued with my proposal.

"Kim Seokjin, the man who I share three precious souls with; the man I love waking up to every morning. The man who came into my life and showed me that life isn't just about me, the man who ensures that the kids and I are taken care of every day, even putting his own life on hold to take care of us. The man who never allows me to feel sad, empty, or unloved, the man who I can't even for second think about living my life without, you, my Kim Seokjin, you are that man, and you are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. I want to raise our kids together, I want to have more kids with you, I want to grow old with you enjoying our lives to the fullest together as one, as a unity.

I thought my life was complete, and I never saw myself having a family or even committing to anyone until I started spending time with. I don't know who to thank for bringing such an angel into my life. I don't think I will ever deserve such blessing, but I do know I never want to let you or the kids go, so please on this day will you agree to be my future husband? Kim Seokjin are willing to change your name to Jeon Seokjin? Will you please for the sake of my heart and the kids, will you marry me?" I poured my heart out in those words, there was so much more I wanted to say, but my tears wouldn't allow me.

Jin was crying as well; I couldn't read his expression. "Yes, of course, Jeon Jungkook, of course, I will marry you!"

I slipped the ring onto his finger, then picking him up kissing him. We whispered I love you's in between kisses.

I can't believe it, Kim Seokjin was now my soon to be husband. As if that wasn't good enough, we were out at sea, no one to bug us, which means, I could have him for the next two days as much as I wanted. I guess I will be banned after this as well cause I left all the condoms at home.