His Heir, My Regrets | Jinkook✔️

33. A Chance?

Jin's Pov:

I awoke the next morning to the sun shining in my face. As I moved, I noticed that I hurt almost everywhere. I felt extremely sore, my ass, especially. As I adjusted my eyes to the light that bore into the room, I notice that I was not in my bed. The bed I was in was huge, much bigger than my own. The sheets smelled fresh and clean. I felt someone shift beside me, turning my head, I realize it was him. Jungkook.

His eyes fluttered for a moment before he looked at me. "Morning." he let out, his voice had that raspy sound to it. "Morning," I responded, feeling slightly uncomfortable with the fact that we were waking up in the same bed.

"How are you feeling?" He questioned as he pulls me closer towards his body and cuddles me in his arm. "Okay, just sore," I told him truthfully.

"Sorry about that," he muttered and began leaving small kisses on my chest. "Sorry for being so rough with you last night. I think it was just a lot of pent up frustration." he continues to whisper as he kept placing kisses down my chest until he was at my stomach. He easily flips me so that I was now laying on my back, and he was on his side leaning over me. I stayed silent the entire time watching him with curiosity. He had apologized twice in one morning, so unlike him.

"Let me make it up to you. I want to take you out today. We can even go see the doctor. I know the appointment is for next week, but I can have them move it up. I am curious about this little one." He said as he kissed my stomach. I just laid there looking at him. I am so confused about him. Less than 24 hrs. Ago he gave me a spanking, fucked me to sleep, but then this morning, he is kissing me and my tummy and wants to take me out. He even wants to go to the doctor with me to check on our baby. Am I the only one who finds this weird?

"what do you say?" he said, taking me out of my thoughts. "Yeah, we can do that. I am really curious about the baby as well. I want to know the gender already." I told him. I was hoping for a girl.

"Me too!" he exclaimed excitedly. "I think it's a boy. It has to be a boy. Not that I wouldn't love it if it's a girl, but my preference is a boy. However, it might be a girl, as my baby boy wouldn't have you on bed rest. Girls tend to do that. They cause a lot of problems. They cause issues with boys when they get older too, they are just too much work. Not to mention if it's a girl and she gets your beauty, I will never get time to rest. I will have to buy more guns." He says, looking into space. Wait, he has a gun?

"However, if its a boy and he gets his daddy features. Oh my! He'd be quite the charmer. I could bond with him, teach him the business. So much could happen. Please be a boy for daddy's sake." He coos at my stomach, kissing it once more. I don't know if I should be excited about this or be worried.

"Jungkook?"

"Yes, babe."

"Just now you said, you'd have to buy more guns....does that mean you already have one?" I asked, slightly nervous as I awaited his response.

He looked up at me, "oh yeah. Actually, I have three. My dad trained me on how to shoot. Used to take me to the shooting range a lot. I have never had to actually use them, though. Just keep them around for safety purposes. They are locked away. No need to worry." He says as if it was perfectly normal. I was not used to living in a house with GUNS!

"Oh, okay, then."

"Don't worry Jin. I won't ever pull a gun on you. I might be a lot of things, but I am not a killer. Plus I have been giving this some thought, although I am not good at it. I want to give us a chance, I want to try, not just by being there for the baby, but for you. I want us to maybe...date?...Yes, date. We can see where things go. I know I can be a lot to handle at times. I haven't really done much of the "relationship" stuff. I know how to fuck and have a good time. Not even sure, I know how to make love to someone...." he paused for a moment looking into space. "Anyway, that doesn't matter. What matters is that I am asking for a chance, do you think that's possible? Are you willing to work with me? Taking into consideration that it might not be easy?"

This had got to be the most sincere I have ever seen him with his feelings....but I don't know. What do I say?