sophie's pov:
i was currently lying in my bed watching the notebook and bawling my eyes out. i missed ethan a lot, even though he was an asshole we still had some really good times.
suddenly i heard a knock on my door, "i don't want to talk right now sally!" i called out. i have been locked in my room for the past day, not talking to anyone, not even sally.
"actually it's emma," i heard emma say.
my eyes widened, "come in," i said hesitantly.
the door opened to reveal emma in an oversized hoodie, shorts, and a pair of white nike socks. her hair was pulled into a messy bun and her eyes looked soft and gentle. she smiled warmly, "hey."
i smiled weakly, i sniffed and wiped tears from my cheeks, "hi em, what are you doing here?"
"i'm worried about you, sally texted me saying that you weren't talking to anyone," she said sitting on the end of my bed.
"i'm feeling really shitty," i admitted, "like i know ethan is an asshole, but he's still super sweet when he wants to be, and we were bffs before we dated, i think i ruined that." i felt tears fall down my face once again.
"hey," emma said scooting closer to me, "we don't have to talk right now, but i thought you'd want some company."
i gulped as she snuggled in next to me. i inhaled deeply, she smelled really good. she wrapped her arm around my torso and rested her chin on my shoulder. i unpaused the movie and we watched it.
throughout the movie i kept on glancing at her, she was so gorgeous, what i would give to kiss her right now.
when the movie ended she sat up and stretched. i frowned slightly at the loss of contact. she looked at me and smiled. "you're really pretty sophie," she said, i began blushing, "i don't know why ethan was such an asshole to you, if i was with you i'd make sure i was treating you right."
my eyes widened, did she really just say that? "i uh-" i couldn't think of what to say next but she just continued talking.
"i'm bored," she said looking around, "wanna play truth or truth?" she asked.
i sighed, "sure," i shrugged.
"yay!" she said, "you ask first."
i thought for a moment, "what's your most embarrassing moment?"
emma giggled, "i pissed my pants during my 4th grade chorus concert, it was mortifying."
i giggled, "i bet it was."
emma playfully punched my shoulder, "shut upppp," she whined. "my turn! what's your biggest secret?" she asked.
i thought for a moment, i wanted to tell her i liked her but i decided to say the next best thing, "i'm actually bisexual but my parents are kind of homophobic so i don't tell anyone except like sally and grayson."
emma blushed slightly, "really? ethan doesn't know?"
i shook my head, "i felt like it would be weird to tell my boyfriend i like girls, ya know?"
emma nodded, "that makes sense. that's cool though, i'm bisexual too."
i smiled, "yay, bisexual buddies." emma giggled. "so," i said, trying to think of a question, "what's the worst thing you've ever done?"
emma thought for a moment then laughed, "i fucked someone in a janitors closet," she said.
my eyes widened, "holy shit really? that's insane."
emma nodded, "yeah it was probs a really bad decision. ok my turn," she paused, "if you could do anything, what would you do?"
i glanced at her lips, i licked my own, i couldn't contain myself. "this," i said before leaning and pressing my lips to hers. i could tell she was shocked but soon began to move her lips along with mine.
suddenly she pulled away, her eyes were wide, "w-why did you do that?" she asked.
i shrugged, "i've liked you for a while," i admitted.
"i-i can't do this," she sputtered out before running out of my room.
i flopped back onto the bed and began to cry again, what have i done? i just ruined our friendship, she doesn't like me, she never will. i'm an idiot.
what the fuck am i going to do now?
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oooooooooooooo shit just went downnnnnnnn! what's going to happen next?????
