Diary of: Broken Hearts

ᶜʰⁱˡᵈ ᵗᵒ ᵃᵈᵘˡᵗ

𝟙𝟚 i was adventurous
      love to make friends
& pretend we were princesses.

𝟙𝟛 is when middle school ends
      Love sneaking late night calls during weekends
Now closest friends become loose ends
      & out of nowhere my name in drama i didn't consent.

𝟙𝟜 everyone hated me
     My honesty made people look at me differently
     Til one day someone told me I was ugly.

𝟙𝟝 I had insecurities I wanted to be perfectly made
       Tried to find myself like a niddle in hay
But in reality I'm losing a breath a day.

𝟙𝟞 I started fights
     My nightmares came to life
Pleaded guilty so I could make everything right.

𝟙𝟟 I wanted to end it
     I lost everything even the peers I befriended
My mindset was suspended.

𝟙𝟠 I learned conflict is the essence of drama
     & giving others anything is the essence of trauma.