My Mother's Bestfriend (Sequel)

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Emma's POV

I run to the store. It's been a week since Mal left and Regina's not okay. I buy flowers and some stuff she likes. Candles, candies, some face masks, other cute things. I walk into the house and I put everything in a bag I bought and I go upstairs. There's balloons too. I knock.

"Come in." I open the door and Regina is laying down. She sits up and I give a small smile.

"You okay?"

"Um... it's gets little easier every day but it still hurts. I had you and I lost you. I had Mal and then at lost her. Emma I love you but it's hard when someone was in your life for so long. I just want to be loved." She says sadly.

"I know nothing I can say with fix this. Nothing I can do will take your pain away. I know you're sad and upset and  I feel like a terrible girlfriend for not even being able to help at all. I don't even know what to do anymore. But I bought you some stuff. Just so you know I'm here."

"But for how long?" She asks.

"What?" I say in shock.

"How long are you here before you leave too? I mean you have to go back eventually Emma. God, just thinking about loosing you a second time is heartbreaking." She whispers. I set the bag down on the floor.

"I'm sorry."

"Why can't you just stay? Emma, I- You are my girlfriend. The one person I want to spend my whole life with. Yes there was Mal but I knew deep down she couldn't replace you. All I wanted was you and she was there. Now I have no one."

"I have to stay for four years before I can leave the army baby."

"How?" She asks sadly.

"How are Henry and I going to make it without you? And now Isabel. Emma I can't go four years without you. I can't do it. And I can't raise these kids alone baby I need you."

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry."

"Whatever Emma." She gets up to walk away and I grab her arm but she pushes me away. I run after her into the kitchen.

"Don't do that Regina."

"I have every right to be mad about it Emma. You're the love of my life and you're never here. You were my first everything. I thought we could make it work but it's so hard. Of course I don't want to give up on us and I love you more than anything but I'm going to be mad and you're just going to have to deal with it. I'm a girl what do you expect from me?" She rambles on.

"Okay so how will we make it work?"

"Letters and letters. I'll send one everyday with pictures. Because I can't loose you. Like I said before you were my first everything. I basically experienced life with you. And I honestly see me and you married. Maybe another baby. But I see us together until we're gray and old and wrinkly." She says looking at me so much adoration.

"I do too Regina. I see our whole life. Proposal. Marriage. Wedding night."

"Perv!" I laugh and I grab her hand kissing it.

"I see our future. A future we're we don't break up. It's hard baby it's life and it's going to be hard but I can't do this without you either. You're the reason I keep on going. You're the reason I wake up in the morning baby. I love everything about you and I'm never going anywhere." I say and she nods. I kiss her head softly and she sighs and wraps her arms around my midsection. Her head on my chest. I kiss her head and wrap mine around her shoulders.

"I know I'm so annoying but I just hate being and feeling alone. I miss you all the time. I think about you all day. I just can't focus unless you're here with me."