****Ever's P.O.V****
After Lena showed me around she took me to my first class, which I sadly didn't have with her. I was first in class. So, I decided to find a seat at the very back of the class. My nerves haven't exactly calmed down yet.
As no one was in class yet, I put my headphones on and pressed play on my iPod and 'Broken Strings' started playing. I started silently singing along to the parts with my eves closed and my volume full on so that I can calm myself down a bit.
"Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything
When I love you,
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us"
As I'm about to start singing the chorus, I hear a male voice singing along to it. I opened my eyes and saw him looking at me as if he was waiting for me to keep on singing. I guess he noticed that I wasn't going to continue so instead he started to sing to the chorus.
"Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late"
I noticed he wasn't going to give up anytime soon so, I started singing along, with him still looking straight at me.
"Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real
Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
But we're running through the fire
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