Sad/Happy Day

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Finn's POV
Days Later

I woke up and it's Saturday. But I don't feel like doing nothing today. I feel sad, for no reason. I hate days like this. Days that my depression hit me like a wave and I don't wanna do nothing. Just stay on my bed and stay quiet. Days like this was usual when I had my relapses in the past.

I don't wanna go back in that dark place again. I will carry the weight of being a drug addict for the rest of my life. I can't change that but I can choose how I'm going to deal with it. I wanna stay strong for me, mom, my friends and specially Rach. My Rach.

But I miss the feeling...Running trough my veins and relaxing my entire body. The happy feeling that invades my body in the second I injete the heroin in my veins. I miss it and I want it...SHUT UP!!!!! SHUT UP HUDSON!!!!!! You don't want it and you don't need it. You will never use it again.

"Finny? Are you awake?" I heard my mom saying trough the door and I groaned in response. "Come outside, have breakfast!" I can tell that she is worried. She knows about my past in days that the depression hit me like a punch in the face.

"Not in the mood mom! Gonna stay in my bed the whole day." I said burying my face in my pillow and sighed.

Carole's POV

I hate days like this. That he locks himself in his bedroom. Bad memories.

He is getting better, I know that. He was never this better since he got addicted. Rachel does have an effect over him.

I love that girl. Perfect for my boy. I know her since she was a little kid when her, Puck, Quinn and Finn got friends in kindergarten.

Since they were little kids, he always cared more about her. Me and her parents always knew they would date at some point. But we didn't wanted to pressure them. So I decided to call her, if anyone is going to take Finn out of his bedroom, it's her.

I talked to her and she was with a sleepy voice, I think I woke her up. What's the thing with teenagers these days! Finn woke up instants ago and Rach woke up now. It's 12:30 pm!!!

About 10 minutes later, the bell ringed and I small smiled. I opened the door seeing a Rach outside, she is just wearing her grey sweatpants and sweater.

"Carole!" She said with a smiled and hugged me. I brought her inside cause it's freezing outside.

"Rach! Thank you for coming." I said and she smiled to me. I can't help but notice that she still uses the necklace that Finn gave her before she leaves.

"How is he?" She asked worried.

"I honestly don't know. When he locks himself in the bedroom, probably he is not fine." I said and she looks kind of sad.

"Oh...I'm going to his room. Is that a problem?" She asked and I smiled with her silliness. I can see why Finn is crazy about her.

"Rachel darling, of course it's okay. I trust you two. I'm going to leave and spend the day out with Burt and Kurt. I'll be back at night, tell Finn I left money to order food." I said smiling a little and Rach small smiled and I left. "Have fun."

Rachel's POV

I go upstairs and knocked on the bedrooms door and the only answer I got was a groan. I cracked a smile cause this is so Finn.

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