My Best Friend 2

Marry Me?

A Few Weeks Later

"Dammit!" I said trying to fix the tie and a soft chuckle comes from my bedrooms entrance.

"Want some help?" She asked.

"Yes please." I said and she comes to me and I turn around and see how beautiful she looks. This blue dress fits her perfectly. Show her beautiful body but it's not vulgar, it's perfect. Just like her.

I've been trough a lot of shit in my life, drugs, alcohol and depression. That was my life for the past years. But then, a few months ago, the love of my life came back. Rachel brought the happiness that I never thought I would be able to find again. She is it in my life. After that day that we baked and all, the cake was delicious by the way, I never missed drugs again. Never. Every time I caught myself thinking about it, I just stop. It's wrong and I don't want it anymore. I will always be afraid of wanting again, I'm addicted to it, it's a sickness. No one chooses be addicted to something.

"What you're thinking about?" She asked and I noticed that she already fixed my blue tie.

"You." I said and she looked at me very confused.

"Good things I hope." She said and I chuckled and take a piece of her hair and put behind her ear. "Can you be more specific?"

"How happy I am to have you in my life again. You made me happy again, I never thought I would ever feel like this again. I used to think that I wasn't enough to anyone, that I had to impress everyone, but I was wrong. You showed me that I'm important to not just you but for my family and friends too. You make me feel the luckiest guy alive, you showed me that I don't need the others approval. Thank you, Rachel Berry. Thank you for let me lean on you, thank you for loving and accepting me for who I am even with my dark times. Thank you for everything you've done to me. I know that probably wasn't easy to deal with my problems, it's a lot. But you never gave up on me even when I already had. You make me smile and laugh, things that I couldn't do it anymore. Thank you." I said with a few tears streaming down my face and she has tears in her eyes.

"I love you to the moon and back." She said and I smiled and kissed her passionately.

"I love you to the moon and back." I said to her and she smiled. "Ready to go?"

"Yes, cause if you start saying cute things again, I'm going to cry more and nothing will make me stop." She said wiping the tears and I laughed and I grab her hand and we downstairs.

We are going to have dinner with everyone. I mean, EVERYONE. Our friends and our families. Puck dropped Rachel here cause I wanted to take her. Rachel is like my oxygen, I need her to live.

"What do you think is going to happen? Everyone was invited to this dinner. My family, Sam's family, Quinn's family, Santana's family." Rachel said and I shrugged.

"Must be important, Burt wanted everyone to be in the dinner." I said and I parked the car in the restaurant.

We get off the car and walk towards the restaurant entrance. It's not cold but it's not hot. It's a comfy weather, the wind and the flowers. I love springtime.

"There they are." Rach said pointing to a table where my family was already there, her family was there and Santana's family were already there. Only missing the Evans and Fabray. We talked to everyone then sit next to each other.

"It's been a while since you two got together, but I always think is so adorable!" Santana said and we laughed. I'm with my hand on her leg and she has her hand over mines.

"Get used to it, you're going to see us together for a loooong time." Rachel said and we chuckled.

After we all had dinner and it's time for desert but Burt's wanna do a speech so he get up and everyone look at him.

"Well thank you so much everybody that came here in this special night. Tonight it's not just a dinner to me and the reason that I wanted everyone here is cause every single person sitting in this table is important to us, we all are a big family. All of you were receptive with me and Kurt when we came into the picture a few  years ago and I'm thankful for that. Thank you Finn for letting me date your mom, I know mustn't have been easy for you. Thank you Kurt for supporting me in this new relationship and of course, thank you Carole for giving me a chance. After Kurt's mom died, I never thought I would be able to find love ever again. But I did, I found love in you Carole and now I can't picture myself without you." Burt said and grab a little box from his pocket and gets in one knee and opened the box showing the beautiful ring inside "So, Carole Hudson, will you marry me?"

"YES! OH MY GOD YES!!!" My mom squealed happy and everyone cheered for them. I tensed up a little bit, I'm feeling like when they started dating. That she won't love me anymore cause she has Burt.

"Are you okay?" Rachel whispered on my ear and I nodded.

"I'm fine." I said and she looks at me suspiciously.

"We talk about it later." Dammit, why does she have to know me so well?!! I stand up and give my mom a hug, I'm trying to be the nicest as I can.

After the dinner we all leave the restaurant and as I go to my car with Rachel I know she wants to talk about it.

"Just say what you have to say." I said and she sighed.

"You're not fine with the engagement. I know that, I can see that. I know you Finn." She said.

"Seems like you don't know me that much. I'm telling you that I'm fine." I said a little mad. I'm not mad with her, I think is cute of her to care. I don't know why I'm acting like this with her.

"Excuse you?" She asked stopping making me turn around to facing her and she crossed her arms.

"You heard me." I said.

"Why you're acting like this?! I'm sorry for caring about my boyfriend!" She said a little loud. She is mad but mostly upset.

"I've already told you that I'm FINE!!!" I yelled and she buffed.

"Argh! Whatever Finn! I'm trying to be nice with you and I have no idea why you're mad at me for caring about you!!" She yelled. "Forget it, I think I'm going with Noah or my parents." She said with teary eyes.

"No Rach, wait!" I said but it was late she was already too far.

I'm stupid, stupid, stupid!!!! That's nothing to do with her! Why do I always have to do this? I take it out on her and she was just trying to help me. Gosh. I'm stupid.