Finding Feelings

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Cassie's POV

   Hello I'm Cassie if you don't know who I am, and I work for Smosh. I am the sixth one in the squad, I have known Courtney since high school when I moved from Minnesota. Courtney was the only nice girl there, and she is my best friend. Courtney got me the audition for the position that they proposed. I now have been working for smosh for about a month now. But I would like to know one thing, why can't I find love?

  I've tried once in high school this really mean guy who was charming when I first met him. But he turned out to hurt my friends and I wish I never dated him. I had dated him, in 10th grade, Courtney even warned me about him. Courtney of course us the sweet, protective, and by protective I mean threatening protective. She also takes friends and family before herself. Which can be bad in some states.

  But I know she only wants the best for me. But if you'd like to know about me,
I am 4'11.
I have blonde hair blue eyes.
I can speak German.
I have metal rods in my back since sixth grade.
I am not strong at all.
I love dogs, and cats.
I am allergic to anything with cillin in it, amoxicillin, penicillin etc.
I get sick easily.
I like kind, funny, sweet, protective, tall guys.
A guy who would like kids.
My height has been the same since high school.
Have small hands, and feet.
I played the Clarinet in school.
I like old type things, like elvis, Johnny Cash, patsy Cline, Andy Williams, John Denveretc.
I was in gymnastics, and ballet, and can still do a lot of the things.
I was in girl scouts.

   That's just a short list, but I love my job, I love my friends. And I sertenly know that I have a crush on Shayne. But he just likes me as a friend, I want to tell him that I like him but I'm scared, and don't want to get hurt or ruin anything between us...
 
Present time

  I woke up and got ready for work, (outfit up top ☝️) but I went to the bathroom, styled my hair up in a half up half down bun for my short hair.

  I woke up and got ready for work, (outfit up top ☝️) but I went to the bathroom, styled my hair up in a half up half down bun for my short hair

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   But when I was done I texted the squad in our group chat.

                      Kader Familie

                              Me: I'm going to Starbucks, anyone want anything?
 
  Big butt court 🍑: if it's not to much trouble may I please have a pink drink?

  Liv liv 🐼: what court's having please

  Michael Jackson😎: A chocolate latte

  Frog legs Shayne 🐸:  A Tea please

  Bone Noah🗽: just grab me what Keith is having please and thank you.

                                         Me: okay, I will get these and be in to the office. See yeah there.

    I said signing off and getting into my small car to go to Starbucks.

 

  I got in and turned my car on and drove to Starbucks and got everyone's orders

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  I got in and turned my car on and drove to Starbucks and got everyone's orders. When I got the orders I went on to the office. When I got to the office I shut my car off and locked it walking inside with the drinks. I walked inside going into the elevator and pressing the floor I needed.

   It was quiet in the elevator and when I got to the floor I stepped off and proceeded to the squad room. I walked in and set down the drink carrier on the table taking my drink and sitting down in my spot next to shayne and Courtney. "Oh hell yes thanks Cass" Courtney said taking her pink drink.

  "Thank you Cassie, you didn't have too" I shrugged with a smile "I know I didn't " Noah smiled and sat down. "You are just so nice Cassie " Olivia said taking a sip of her drink. I shook my head with a smile, "yeah Cassie your cool" I just smiled. And shayne said "yeah once you get past your sass, your sweet " I blushed but hid my face before anyone saw.

   "I just love you guys so much, and you were all so accepting to me, I just feel like I can't repay you guys for your kindness " I said speaking from my heart. Courtney aw'd, "your my smoll bean, ever since high school " I smiled and hugged her.

  The rest of the time before we filmed I noticed shayne, was quite. When everyone left to go get stuff ready I stayed with shayne. He just was blanking out, "shayne?" I asked, he turned his head to me, "yeah" he said quietly "are you okay. You seem a little quiet " he nodded looking away, he sniffled.

   "Shayne...tell me what happened " I said, I stood up and gave him a hug. He was sitting down in his chairs head leaned into my chest, my hands gently rubbed his head and shoulders. He just let go, he was crying into my chest. "Shayne, what happened " I said pulling away and bending slightly down so he could look at me.

  He sniffled again, I put one hand on his shoulder rubbing his back. My other hand was on his cheek. His tears were running down his face, I took my hand and gently whipped them away. "M-My girlfriend broke up with me last night" he didn't face me. My eyes softened and I pulled him back in for a hug. "I'm so sorry to hear that shayne, do you want to talk about it?" I asked he nodded.

  I smiled and said "okay let me tell, Courtney to leave us be for a while, okay?" He nodded with a small sniffle. I took out my phone,

                                   Me: hey Courtney, Shayne and I will meet you guys at the field trip, Something came up and Shayne needs to talk. But we will be there, I just need to help him.

  Big butt court🍑: okay Cass, that's fine I'll tell Ian.

                                      Me: Thanks.....

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