Stay, please?

Chapter 9-This Isn't Goodbye

/After VidCon/

Today was the last day of VidCon. I'm going to miss seeing my Fannes everyday. Going on stage. Taking pictures with everybody. I made so many new friends,and I'm not sure when I'll see them again. It was Ashley,Connor,Jc,Jack,Andrea,Rebbeca,Ricky,Sam,Trevor,Jenn and myself sitting in the lounging area.

"We should have a party tonight!" Jc suggested.

"Yeah!" Kian yelled. I sighed. I knew it was sort of a goodbye to me. I agreed. I might as well enjoy my last night with all of these freaks I now call my friends.

"Party at our place around 9!" Jc yelled. Jc,Connor and Ricky all headed to their house to start planning,Ashley went along with them. Everybody else left to go eat or shopping or for coffee. Kian gave me a ride back to my hotel.

"Can I come up with you?" He asked. I looked down and nodded. I'm going to miss being with him everyday."Babe,please don't be upset." He said in the elevator. I felt the tearing building up in my eyes,I was waiting for them to just burst. He hugged me and kissed my forehead. And that's when I became a waterfall of tears. Kian started sniffling. Goddamnit. A tear rolled down his cheek. I wiped it with the tip of my thumb and smiled. The elevator doors opened and we both wiped out tears and stepped out. "Do you need help packing?" He asked as I pulled out my bag.

"Sure" I sniffled. I opened the drawers and tossed clothes at him. He threw them in my bag.

"We should go for dinner before the party." He suggested.

"Okay. But I should get ready first." He nodded and sat on my bed. "I meant alone." I mumbled. He just smiled and made himself comfortable. I rolled my eyes. I grabbed my mini skirt and a crop and started walking to the bathroom.

"Where are you going?" Kian asked.

"To change in the bathroom." I answered.

"Seriously." He even made the 'seriously' face.

"It's weird when it's just me changing." I answered looking down.

"Do you want me to strip with you?" He laughed,I giggled. I shook my head and changed in the bathroom. My pink crop top flowed just above my belly button. Have you ever thought 'why is it called a belly button? Like,it's not a button(shit just got random). I straightened my hair and came out of the bathroom. "Babe," he whispered looking in my eyes.

"Yeah." I said staring deep into his.

"You take forever in the bathroom." He smiled. I rolled my eyes. I walked back to the bathroom to put my makeup on."Again?" He asked.

"I need to put on my makeup." I insisted. He stopped me by grabbing my wrist.

"You don't need makeup." He said staring into my eyes.

"Yes I do. It hides my ugly." I answered honestly. What else would makeup be for? His eyes started tearing up.

"Kian,what's wrong babe?" I asked.

"Don't ever call yourself ugly again." He sounded serious,but he sniffled at the end. I smiled and kissed his forehead. He released my hand and I got to do my makeup. "Dinner now?" He asked.

"Okay." I pulled my big feet into my converse sneakers,and grabbed my phone and purse. We took the elevator down and ran to the car because since Mother Nature hates me,she decided it needed to rain. Like fucking pouring rain. We walked into the restaurant where a beautiful young blonde girl stood behind the table.

"Hi!" I greeted nicely.

"Table for two I'm guessing." She sounded like a snob.

"Yeah.." Kian said confused. She lead us to our table. As soon as she left he whispered,"how can someone who looks like her,act like that?"