Stay, please?

Chapter 12-Alone

I watched Kian drag his suitcase through the doors. I sighed. I pulled the gear into drive and drove away. I played the radio silently but couldn't get into the music. I just drove. Emotionless. It was three hours of silence all the way home. When I reached my condo I parked my car and walked up to the front door. I stuck the key in the lock and turned it. I stepped in and tears filled my eyes. I leaned against my door and fell to the ground. I burst out into tears. Goddamnit. 'Stop it. He's not gone.' I whispered to myself as wiping the tears away. I decided to just make a Mr.Noodle bowl for dinner. I stuck it in the microwave and waited. These things take forever! When it ended I grabbed the bowl and ran downstairs. I changed into sweats and a tanktop and flopped on my bed. I fluffed my pillows so I could sit up. I leaned against them and pulled the noodle bowl over my lap. I slowly ate,trying to keep my mind off Kian. When I was done I checked Twitter.

@KianLawley:Just landed in Canada! I'll be traveling all over the country for the next month! Miss my boo,@NatalieAnne. It's only been about 3 hours and I'm already missing her...😔.

I felt my eyes start to water. I shook it off. No more crying. I wiped my face. This is going to be the worst month ever. I dosed off at some point,not remembering when.

/Saturday morning/

I woke up not feeling any better. I walked to my bathroom and showered. Once I was out of the shower I changed into my black high waisted shorts and a gray tight crop top. I decided to leave my hair wavy. I applied my normal makeup. When I was done I grabbed my phone and headed upstairs. I decided that me and Ashley haven't had a shopping spree in forever.

/N-Me,A-Ashley/

N-Hey!

A-'Sup?!

N-Shopping spree?😏

A-YAAAS!

N-KK meet me at the mall!

I grabbed my purse and razor and headed out the door. I just rode along trying to avoid all thoughts of Kian. It was hard. All of my favourite memories involved him. Ugh this is pathetic. It's been a day since I've seen him. I arrived at the mall and saw Ashley waiting for me.

"Hey!" I yelled. She bit her lip. "Okay,what is it?" I asked. I can always tell when something is up with her.

"Connor invited me over to his place..." She said.

"And you said yes. That's fine Ash! Just go chill with Connor I'm fine." I said.

"You sure?" She asked.

"Yes!" I reassured. She drove away as I penny boarded back to my place. Again,I was alone. I picked up my phone to call Connor,wait. He's with Ash. Damnit. I set down my phone and had no idea what to do. My boyfriend was in another country. And both of my best friends are hanging out. So I'm alone. Again. I sighed. I started dosing off as my phone rang. It was Kian.

"KIAN! OMG I MISS YOU SO MUCH!" I screamed. I heard laughing.

"Uh,your on speaker. Say hi guys!" He yelled.

"HEYYY!!!" I heard the boys scream.Shit.

"Oh,uh,hey guys." I said awkwardly. They laughed.

"Okay I took you off speaker and went into another room." Kian whispered.

"Thank god." I mumbled.

"I miss you too." He said. I blushed. "How are you?" He asked. You know besides the fact that I'm all alone?

"Pretty good." I whispered. "How was the first show?" That's a good conversation starter right?

"It was okay. I thought of you the hole time." He replied.

"I love you Kian." I whispered.

"I need you like the sun needs the moon. I need you like humans need air. I need you like fish need water." He mumbled.

"I love you as much as I love pizza." I replied.

"Holy shit you really love me!" He yelled.

"Hey! But I do." I yelled back. We talked and talked until it was almost midnight. "Oh my god. We have been talking for like 7 hours." I whispered.

"I know." He replied.

"I should go to sleep." I moaned.

"Goodnight beautiful. I love you." He whispered.

"Goodnight my love. Sweet dreams." I whispered as hanging up. And I'm alone again. Great.

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Sorry if this chapter was really shity but I tried. Same as always,vote,comment,BYE✌️