Chapter 23: Forgive

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Her skin had gotten pale, and her eyes were closed. I could feel the blood flowing alongside my legs as I held the shower door open. I covered my nose, squinted my eyes and gagged. 'Someone! Please help!' I yelled as loud as I could. Toby rushed in and gasped in disbelief. Quickly he held a finger under the nose of Kate. He shaked his head.
'I'm sorry..' he said, as he put his hand on my shoulder. Kate why would you do this?

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It had been a few hours. James called the guards and they took her away. I found it hard to let go of her body, just like her when Emmeth passed. Why didn't she tell me? I could have helped her. "Maybe." That was the last thing she said to me. I should've ran after her. I should've...

The guards took away all her stuff; het backpack, her stuffed animal, her book. James tapped on my shoulders the moment they left. 'I found this in her pillow.' He pressed a note in my hand and wrapped my fingers around it. I nodded and walked back to my bed. With shaking hands I opened up the note.

I am sorry Luce, I wish I was stronger.
I simply have no reason to be alive anymore. But I do wish we could have talked more. Please forgive me.

I folded the note again, following the creases. I was angry, hurt, and sad. How could she do this?
It was that moment when I realized; their parents would get the money if they won. They forced them to join the games. They send them to their death. They..
I crumbled up the paper in pure anger.

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Clenching my fist and teeth, I walked to the big silver door. The room was filled with chairs and tables for visit time. It looked and felt like a prison - which it was. - I looked around, searching for that familiar face. There it was! I quickly walked up to her. She immediately stood up and tried to hug me, but I pushed her arms away from me.
'Sit down. We need to talk.' My mom looked confused but sat down again. I repeated the memories in my head.
The newspapers, the bills, the conversations, the crying.
'Mom..' I said with my voice trembling, 'Did you manipulate me into signing in for the games?'

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