"To my old lover"
I've been left before
I've been dumped before
I've delt with it before
But yet, since you've entered my life I cannot anymore
you broke me down, I fell apart
And I thought I was so smart
But now I find
The truth behind
A once loved person, left for dead.
For that, I dread
Of loosing myself once more.
What should I do now,
Wait for your return
Or just move on from this?
I wish I could pretend this never happened
But it is forever in my memory
Constantly replaying forever.
Old Lover, you pulled me up from the water.
you gave me a reason to want to wake up to see another day.
but it doesn't make sense, when you're not even far away.
And you can't even remember my name
I guess I know know why you never held me tight in your arms.
for why hold onto something that you're going to let go?
Old lover you taught me well, teaching me how to live without it.
to live without your love..
