Wrong Choice?

Part 20

Next Morning I woke up Naked with Leon on my side, I started smiling thinking off Last Night, I can't belive I lost my virginity, it was amazing but I got manny questions too myself like, why havn't I experience it before? this amazing feeling off really feel someon elses body? well that's not importante, the importante thing is what happens now, I mean It's clearly that me and Tomas arn't being together anymore and I'm happy too say that Leon is the one I really love, It's just sad I couldn't see it before. 

In my thought Leon woke up I said "Good Morning" too him and smiled big, But he didn't smile back, actually he seemed kind off chocked and Mad, He looked down and realised that we both was naked, I just sat and looked at me while he put his hands on his face trying too hide it. 

I asked him in a low voice if something was wrrong and he just looked at me strange, he didn't say a word to me, Then I he got up puted his clothes on and got downstairs, I did the same thing and asked him again if something was wrrong and if I did something wrrong, he looked at me in the eyes and told me that It would be best if I just go home. "What?! I can't go home!, Tomas lied too me and I'm never going back there and besides I wanna be with you not him!" I said, he looked a little iretaded, and said " Violetta Leav my house!, I'm sorry if I hurt you but you should go back too Tomas, you two are engaged, you two have a kid, you chosed him, And this Night forget about it, it never happened something between us and it never will, you understand that?!" I got tairs in my eyes but I didn't leav I wanted him too see that I really do love him so I got closer too him and looked him in the eyes  and said to him"so this night meant really Nothing too you?, cause it did alot too me" then he answered by saying that I only say that cause I fighted with Tomas, and that after a while when I forgive him everything will go back too normal" He paused and then continued in a lower more sad voice he said "Pleas Violetta, I Almost destroyed your and Tomas Relationship once, I'm not doing it again so Pleas Leav now". This made it clear too me that the reasson he won't be together with me is cause he had a good hart and don't wanna hurt someone, that made me want him even more but I realise there is nothing too do about it, I leav but I will not go back too Tomas I will go live at my Fathers Place from now. 

Leon said befor I leaved that It's best if we don't see each other anymore and that we never talk about this again he said from this moment we will be strangers for each other, that broke my heart but I agreed I got out his apartment and said a Last good bye.