Wrong Choice?

Part 16

On the afternoon I got over too Leons Place, I Knocked on his door and when he opened I almost got down on my knees begging him for forgivenes, I said how sorry I was, How bad friend I was and that I shouldn't have broke my promis, I told him I just got so happy and distracted last night that I forget about him, also that I know it sounds really bad but I begged him one more time too pleas forgive me I don't want him too be mad at me.  

Leon Start Laugh "Violetta don't worry I forgive you and I wasn't mad or not even dissepointed, I'm happy that you and Tomas solved things" 

That made me really happy, How lucky am I to have a friend Like Leon?, And now I feel like telling him everything from yesterday. I asked If I could come in and that made him smile, he showed me inside and we sat down in the coutch again, Or conversation was long and continued untill night, we talked about Tomas Proposal and Leon said he was really happy for us He also boasted about himself, telling how he was right all along that  Tomas would agree too Marry me If I just wanted too do it, that I could do anything I wanted and things Like that. It was really fun and we also talked about the feautre, Leon asked me in a jokey way how manny children me and Tomas Planed too have but instead off answere I asked him back, I thought he would laugh but instead he answered in a serious way "I want 2 kids, one boy and one girl". That made me smile a little 2 kids seem nice but now the question is "Who will be the mother off these children?" Leon Blushed "I guess I havn't found her jet" he said while smiling at me and now we are back in that position we had before where we look deep in each others eyes, we got closer and closer too each other, It was  late and we both was Tired, I think we didn't think about what was happening but suddanly or lips toutch and we kissed, I feel his soft lips press against mine, It made my body filled with a warm feeling I never had before, It was a feeling off Happines Like I want this too last Forever, I feel like I won't be happy unless I know This Lips will be with me forever It was amazing but it didn't last long, I feel his soft lips slowely move away from mine and the happines Dissepered, just like that. I fIgured out Leon Think this is wrrong and I think that too i Got engaged today!, but how come something so wrrong feel so right? Do I have feelings for Leon?