Wrong Choice?

Part 6

I got home, and got into Tobbys room, I peted his head and kissed his cheek, he's so sweet when he sleeps, My little angel. I hold him even if he was asleep, then After I had a long look at him I start thinking off the thing leon Said latelly today, that "he look like a copy off Tomas", I mean same coulor hair, same eyes, same face shape, it just look like him!.  

Is this something I should worry about?! I think No cause I know he is adopted But things been kind off strange, Over the years I have begged Leon too give me a child!..."Leon?"...I realised My mistake,  I meant Tomas! I have Begged Tomas too Give me a child but he won't!, and he never will!. I remember us having a huge Fight about it, He don't even wanna talk about babys, I suggested Adoption, but He didn't wanna adopt and then suddanly a mounth Later he come home with Tobby without even asking or talk too me about it!...It's strange now when I think about it. 

And I should tell the truth, I was really suspicius about Tobby in the beggining or Not Tobby, Tomas! I meant he was all against Babys/Childs and adoptions and then suddanly in a poof he changed, He adopted a Baby and taked Him home, he wanted too start a familly but he still    won't marry me or give me my own child,"I wanna be pregnant, I wanna be married is that so hard too see?!". All this Just dosn't feel right, It feel like something is wrrong I just don't know what!? and it make me crazy!

But no more from that now, I think I will ask him about it tomorrow even if I don't think I will get a answere, I wanna know what's going on and How it come Tobby is look alike him so mutch, I don't think he have the answer but I need answers, Maybe Tomas can tell me about the adoption service and I can ask them for information about Tobby, I mean it can be for a good thing, when Tobby gets older he probably wanna know about his past, and I wanna Be a mother who can tell him about it . 

I put Toby down in his crib and then I got too mine and Tomas Bedroom, he was asleep, I put my pyjamas on and then I lay down beside him, and fell fast asleep.