Wrong Choice?

Part 9

After a awkward silence between me and Leon He suddanly start talking again about his sadness, he explained that His Father died in a car crash and when his mother heard the news she didn't wanna have something too do with Leon anymore, she blocked him, stop calling, stopped see him, probably even moved away from Argentina. He told me he havn't seen her in mounts, that sounded horrible, Poor Leon. 

I glanced at him, locked and Listen, He looked at me, he told me he was fine and don't care about it anymore but then he also told me about something more that make him sad or more like disturbed, he said "Her Name is Lara". Then I got a little chock, a girl!, "who is this Lara Girl? someone I know?" Then I get too know that this Lara girl is Leons Ex-Girlfriend, he told me how stupid he was for going out with her in the first Place, he didn't Love her But he feelt kind off forced too. 

Now I got really intressted, I wanna know more, why did Leon agree to be this Girls Boyfriend if he didn't Love her? 

I don't know how he will react but I asked him Why he was together with her if he didn't love her, and he start too blushing, then I started to understand that it could have something to do with me! 

I sat there silent waiting for Leon to tell me and after a while he start again "After you lefted with Tomas I realised I still Loved you Violetta, I couldn't get you out off my head, and it hurted me verry mutch cause I knew I had Lost you, I thought you would never come back!"

I just looked at him, I still didn't say a word, It's my way to show that I want him too continue, I wanna know more about that Lara girl. 

Leon continued "You moved to Spain with Tomas and I was all Alone The only one I had left was Andres" 

Then I got a strong reaction "Only Andres?!, but what happened too the others? Like Maxi, Federico, Camila, Francesca?! 

Then he looked at me in the eyes, he said "Violetta after you lefted I leaved the studio" 

I got in chock "You leaved the studio?!, why?!" Then he told me when I leaved he lost his inspiration In music, he was really sad untill he finded a new hobby, Motorcross. 

I got a little bit down, he really chosed Motorcross over the studio thanks too me?!  

Leon looked at me he said "I'm sorry if this makes you unconfterball it was a verry long time ago and I didn't know how too controll my feelings but It's okay now I'm over you, and you seem too have a happy life together with Tomas and Little Tobby", he smiled big at me and I did a fake smile back, I don't know why but hearing Leon say that he's over me braked my heart in peaces, and I feel like crying right now but I hold the tairs in, why do I feel this way?, I really shouldn't! and the thing he said about My life with Tomas and Tobby made me think, Do I really want this Life?, I mean Are I even Happy?, Thees times I have been with Leon we have both smiled, Laughed, spent time together and cheer each other up, when I think about it I almost Not see Tomas at all, we never spend reall time together cause he's always working, most off the time I'm home alone and we have various oppinions on almost everything, mostlly the marrige thing, should I ask Leon about it?, I will, but first I let him finish about Lara. 

I asked him "And when did you meet Lara?" and he told me she was a mecanic on the Motorcross Path, he could see that she liked him based on the way she acted, Leon thought It could be an amazing opertunity too try forget about me, cause By this time he was still in love with me, but it didn't work, his Love for me was too strong, he thought he could force himself too love Lara But it didn't work, He never learned too love her, actually didn't even like her so he had no choice but too brake up with her, he did but Lara wouldn't allow it, after that Leon try to break up again and again but she always change the subject, so He blocked her, stop calling, stop go too motorcross, And still she follows him, stalk him, and act likethey still are a couple even though he clearly say No and are not intrested in her, you can't guess How manny time she have broken into his Apartment even If he changed the Locks, Lara is crazy Leon said, and maybe even dangerous, He said he shouldn't have started a relation ship with her it was stupid off me, but he just have too live with it now.

What a story, I get closer too him and give him a Hug, I tell him everything will be okay, He smiled at me, he seem happier now and I take this chance to ask him what He think about marriges and more about my strange life.