Hey, A Casual Affair

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°•Song Mentioned; Casual Affair ~ Panic! At The Disco•°

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Hey, a casual affair

It was originally supposed to be a one time thing.

That could go anywhere

They were both drunk out if their minds, forgetting about the families they had waiting at home. Forgetting about the happy, perfect lives that they had.

And only for tonight.

Neither of them had ever had sex with a man before. Patrick had let the alcohol cloud his judgement as he had watched Pete from across the room. Pete had whispered words clouded with alcohol and lust into Patrick's ear that he would later regret.

Take any moment, any time.

It was addictive.

A lover on the left.

It was supposed to be a one time thing.

A sinner in the right.

They both had other commitments. They had found their love for each other too late.

Lay in the atmosphere

Patrick fists his hands in the white sheets, his body arching up towards the male ontop of him. The name that flew out of his mouth as pleasure crashed over him should have felt wrong. Should have felt dirty. But it felt so right.

"Pete"

A casual affair

Pete's body shudders as waves of pleasure roll through him, wearing him dry in the best way possible. It would never be enough. He wanted- no, needed, to be inside this man all the time. Both sexually and romantically.

Hush, hush, don't you say a word

They both knew what they were doing was wrong. They had their partners waiting for them back home. They had children wondering where they were.

Lay in the atmosphere

It was their dirty secret. No one else could know. It would be the end of everything they knew if someone found out.

A casual affair.

Climax rips through the pair so immensely that it leaves them crying out each others names in ecstasy.

Break involuntary ties

Pete lets his trembling arms give out. He drops his pleasure-wrung body down beside the fragile blond. The white sheets tangling between them.

A secret so the spies

Patrick lays his head on Pete's chest, intertwining their legs together. He starts to trace small patterns on the older's chest with the tips of his fingers. Pete runs his hand through the younger's hair soothingly.

Could never find us out

"We need to stop, but I'm addicted to the way you feel"

"It's wrong, but it feels so right"

Stay, for as long as you have time

Patrick goes to stand up, but Pete tightens his grip around him. Patrick gives into the touch and rests his head back on Pete's shoulder.

"I have to go, Pete"

"Just...stay, let me pretend that this is real, that we're together"

So the mess we'll become

Patrick raises his head and places his lips on Pete's, reaching up to cup his face gently. Pete returns the kiss, giving Patrick every shred of love he had for him voluntary.

Leaves something to talk about

"I'm falling" Patrick whispers, his voice barely audible. Pete still hears it. The truth cold in the air.

"So am I"

Just lay in the atmosphere

The blond closes his eyes, letting tears fall down his face. How could the universe be so cruel? To give him everything he wants after he had settled down.

A casual affair

Pete gazes at the ceiling, running his hands through his lover's hair. He didn't want to face reality. He wanted to stay in this bed with Patrick forever.

Hush, hush, don't you say a word

Patrick starts to cry. It was unfair. It was unfair to him, to Pete and to their families. Pete stays staring at the ceiling, running hand through Patrick's hair, the only thing he was able to do to soothe him.

Lay in the atmosphere

"I wish it was different"

"I wish it could be like this forever"

A casual affair.

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Hey, yeah, so I've converted all my song fics into this book because I wanna make heaps more (hopefully) so I hope you enjoy!
Love you all!
~Lennox 🖤

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