It's been about a month since I last saw you and I'm still waiting like an idiot to hear from you soon. Today will be the last day I'll wait though as 5 more minutes are left in the day, I have waited for some sort of sign that you feel what I feel but it's hopeless, I feel hopeless. I'm disappointed but not surprised I had prepared myself for the last day I would wait and as much as I hope for a sign from you I know I won't get it and even though I prepared myself it still doesn't hurt any less. I hope that I never feel like this anymore because it's one of the worst feeling ever maybe it wasn't just a crush but I won't ever admit it. Two minutes left, I want to stop feeling this way for you it won't be easy but at least now I'll finally start not hesitating thinking you might feel the same but enough time was given and yet nothing was returned. One minute at last I'll say goodbye to not only you but my memories my feelings and my tears, it wasn't such a pleasant last year but it's ok there are more to come.
