Although much has happened we started walking together in the afternoons though short I enjoyed the walk with you every time. I am now not expecting much but I can't help to think maybe something will happen but at this point I've lost much hope I used to have I won't have the time to be with you like this anymore and it hurts to think that when I leave you'll probably find someone else to spend your time with, walk with, tell your stories to, make them laugh, or be close to, I can't stop that from happening but sometimes I can't help but think what we could have been like. As I write this I realize how I've never been this hurt over a crush before how you are the only person to make me smile or cry. I sometimes wish you never spoke to me at all but I wouldn't want the memories I have with you go to someone else that isn't me, I might sound selfish saying this but I don't care. Maybe I was the only one thinking about our moments as something more than just a friendship though our time together may have been short I enjoyed it and now we are on the last few days together...
