Getting closer to the end will you ever stop pulling away after giving me hope for us. Again once the best chance we could of had for something passed along with those memories you gave me although small, you went back more steps it seemed like you were playing a game you move up but then end up moving back a few spaces. You were getting closer to someone else at this point I won't say it didn't hurt because it did, it's been a while since the last chance and I have seen you been more distant this had caused me to try to give up but it's hard especially since you make me wait for the next sort of interaction we will have. I even started taking a long way just to see you but I should stop this isn't good for me...