it all started with a crime || Jikook ✔️

I need you

-Someone's POV-

I woke up, to be met by nothing. I expected Neena to be there beside me. It's not like i WANT her beside me. It's just, I feel bad for not being able to return her feelings. I still have some feelings for Jimin left. Although I'm trying to get over him, it's really hard since I've loved him for 3 years...

I got up, washed up, and went downstairs to be met by the smell of ramen. I heard Neena's voice through the door of our bathroom, I chose to ignore it, even though I was curious about who she was talking to, but then again, I didn't really care. I suddenly stopped in my tracks when I heard what she said next.

"I'm sorry babe. I really have to do this. Yes. No! I would never. Please forgive me. You know I love you. Alright. Yes I promise. Ok, bye love you!"

I was shocked. I didn't really love her like she loved me, but I don't like to be treated like that. She cheated on me. She probably has someone else. It's not like I cared, it's just, I'm already broken.

She came out of the bathroom. "I'm really sorry babe, I had an important call that I needed to answer."

"It's alright." I signed. I was already thinking of moving out. I didn't feel comfortable at all. "I have to go."

"What?" She was shocked. I knew she knew that I would say that one day. I felt horrible, but if there's one thing I hate more than making people sad, it's being used. I knew she loved me, but she probably loves someone else too.

"O-oh...I'm really sorry, if there's anything I did, I didn't mean it! Please..." She sounded so desperate, but I can't let that get the best of me. "I'm sorry. I can't do this anymore." I think she knew I heard their conversation, because what she said next shocked me.

"Yes. I do love someone else. But I also love you. And, maybe, I love you more than him...I was actually planning on breaking up with him to be with yo-"

"I'M NOT JUST SOME RANDOM GUY THAT YOU TOY WITH!! I DON'T LIKE IT WHEN PEOPLE USE ME FOR THEIR OWN PLEASURES, I HATE IT! I HATE IT WHEN I'M ALWAYS LOCKED UP, PLEASURING YOU EVERY TIME YOU NEED IT-"

I paused. I froze. I was beyond outraged at myself. How could I. I suddenly remembered Jimin. How I locked him up. I used him. I made him cry. Now I know how he felt. It's a horrible feeling. And I made him go through it....for 3 whole years.... when I only felt it for a year...

I ran my hands through my hair, anger rushing towards me. But this time, it wasn't because of Neena, it was because of...

me.

I grabbed my jacket, wore my shoes, and left the house.

I need to find Jimin.

(A/N: Yall are gonna LOVE the last chaptersssss)