Hiding

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Shuhua pov
I hear my alarm go off but I was too lazy to get up. "Come ladies get up ! We have a schedule today and I don't need us to be late !" Soyeon yells and I groan and turn to my alarm to turn it off. "Ughh I don't want to get up." Miyeon whines and I couldn't help but smile. "Come on little baby. We get to see our fans ! Aren't you excited to see neverlands !" I say excitedly at the thought of seeing our amazing fans who support us no matter what.

After some struggle of getting Miyeon off my bed  and I convinced her to get ready as I make some time to check on Soojin. I approach her room and knock gently waiting patiently for her to let me in. "Come in !" I her hear yell and enter to see her writing something in her dairy? "Hey unnie !" I say with a smile and she immediately looked up from her dairy and quickly put it under her pillow. "Uhh Hey Shuhua, is there something you need ?" She says with a nervous smile and I was gonna question her but held back. "Nope I just wanted to check up on you." I say with a smile but I noticed her blushing or maybe I was just seeing things. "I'm fine there's no need to check up on me." She says looking away before getting Her stuff . "Anyways I'm gonna take a shower and I'm older than you and I should be taking care of you not the other way around." She says laughing as she leaves the room.

I stay in her room and debt whether I should read her dairy but I decided to respect her privacy. I leave the room and get ready as well but I was itching to read her dairy to just figure out why she's acting so distant and cold. I sigh and lay in bed in hopes of thinking of anything that could possibly help Soojin. "Stop thinking I can practically see smoke coming out of your head." Yuqi says laughing laying next to me. "Sorry about that. I'm just worried about Soojin unnie." I say chuckling looking the ceiling. "I know the reasons she's acting like this." Yuqi whispers and I immediately stand up and look at her with wide eyes. "Well are you gonna tell me or what ?!" I basically yell and wait for her to answer but she looks away. "I can't." She says softy and I couldn't help but frown. "Why not ?" I say seating next to her as I wait patiently for her to tell me the reason. "It's not my place to tell you. This is her secret not mine and I promised to keep it." Yuqi explains with a sad smile and I felt helpless. "Fine, but at least try to find a way to help her. Hiding whatever she feels won't lead to any thing good." I say and exit the room to get some fresh air.

Yuqi pov
Only if you Shuhua than you would understand and do your best to fix this. I get from the room and to living room to see Shuhua leaving the dorm but and Minnie sitting on the couch alone while while looking at the door with a frown. "What happened to Shuhua ?" Minnie asks and I felt bad because I needed to lie to her. "We we're talking and things just didn't turn out well?" I say or question a bit shrugging my shoulders.

Neither of us say a word but I hold her close to me as I try to ease my worries because I knew things weren't fine. Shuhua was stressing out and Soojin was hiding away her feelings while I knew exactly everything but couldn't speak the truth because it's wasn't my truth, it's Soojin. "What's on your mind ?" Minnie question softy and i knew I could rely on her. "I'm worried about Soojin unnie." I whisper laying my head on her chest as she plays with my hair. "Try to not to worry about her too much we all know she can handle anything." Minnie says gently and I had to rethink that. How can someone possibly handle a broken heart alone in silence ? "I don't think she can." I whisper feeling overwhelmed with hiding the truth.

"She'll open up when she's ready so all we can do is wait for her. The strongest have a breaking point and she hasn't reach hers.. yet." Minnie says grabbing my face gently and she leaves a kiss on my forehead and hugging me tightly. "I love you." I whisper leaving a quick peck on her lips and she smiles brightly which was enough to make me forget about my worries. "I love you too." She whispers.

Nobody's pov

Hiding my love for you is possibly the most hardest thing I have to do as we live together and see each other everyday. The way your eyes light up when you see her or how widely you smile with just the thought of her is so unfair because I have to witness you love someone who isn't me. You love Miyeon and all I can do is love you silence, Yeh Shuhua.

She immediately drops the book on the bed and covers her mouth as she processes what she read. She puts it back where it was hidden and walks away with nothing but the truth.

Guess someone else found Soojin's secret but exactly who was it ? 🤔 I hope you enjoy and comment who you think read the dairy and sorry for any mistakes. Have a good day and stay weird !!

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