Adventures of shuqi

Talk to me

Nobody's pov
After the girls had gotten ice cream they decided to go home. The ride back was quite, Minnie and Yuqi we're listening to music while shuhua was in deep thought. Miyeon had fallen asleep with her head on shuhua's shoulder. Finally they have arrived home and they all got off. Shuhua gently shook miyeon but it didn't work so she just carried her. They made their towards the dorm. Shuhua laid miyeon in her room as she made her way towards hers and Yuqi's. Yuqi had noticed how shuhua looked in deep though but was snapped out of her thoughts when she felt a hand on her cheek. "Are you okay Yuqi ?" Minnie said gently looking at her with concerned eyes. Yuqi nods her head before excusing herself to her room. Minnie was a bit worried but decided to shake it off and go to her room and sleep.

Yuqi pov
I enter the room and see shuhua looking at the ceiling. She must be in deep thought again because she didn't even look me when I entered the room. "Shuhua ?" I whisper so I won't scare her. She snapped out of her thoughts and looked at me. "Yeah ?" She whispered back, "are you okay?" As I approach her bed. "Yeah just tired." She said with a fake smile, but who does she think I am? I know her very well. "What's wrong ?" I said gently as I sit next to her. "Do you think I'm good enough?" She asked as her voice cracked. This question took me off guard. "Of course!" She just looked at me and I continued, "seriously shuhua what's wrong?" I was getting worried about her. She doesn't saying anything but I can see tears form making me even more worried. "Talk to me shuhua." I said it so softy that it made her break down. I was quick to hold her in my arms. I felt my own tears streaming down my face, I felt her pain. I know exactly what is bothering her, I could see it in her eyes and how her eyes were saying all the things she couldn't.We stayed like this for a few minutes before she pulls back and says what I didn't expect to be said, "I love miyeon so much,but someone like me doesn't deserve something so beautiful. I feel myself drowning in her eyes every time and her touches make me feel like my skin is on fire,but how am I suppose to love her when I'm nothing? I feel like I'm suffocating in this silence." Shuhua said as her voice continues to break as does my heart. I pull her close to me and whisper what comes to my mind, "you're more than enough Yeh Shuhua, but you can stop suffering if you just confess to miyeon unnie it will make you feel better." She shakes her head, "I'll lose her and if I do than I'll lose myself as well." She whispers. I feel trapped I don't know how to help her because I'm exactly feeling the same with Minnie. "Why don't we sleep ? We can talk about this tomorrow because we have a schedule." I said to distract her and she nods her before getting up to change and I do the same. We lay in bed no words being said, but every emotion is being felt with this silence. I hold her as I close my eyes and let sleep take over.

Shuhua pov
My heart aches and I hate it. Come on shuhua you have to be strong I thought to myself as I finally let sleep take over but I made sure to hold Yuqi close to me it brought comfort to me. *Morning* I feel someone poking my cheek making me groan in annoyance. "Wake up shuhu." I hear Yuqi say but I ignore her as I cover myself with the blankets. Then I feel weight on me making me groan again. "Wake up Yeh Shuhua !" Yuqi said with a stern voice. I got up quickly but I couldn't help but wince a bit. "What's wrong ?" Yuqi said as she looks at me with concern. I simply point at my stomach and she understands. "Do you want to go to the hospital ?" I immediately shake my head making her chuckle a bit. "Don't you need to get it check out ?" She says as she sits next to me on the bed. "I'll get it check out tomorrow." I said with a small smile. "Fine but tell me if it hurts okay ?" I nod my head. We both get changed and go outside to see everyone getting ready to leave. "Finally you guys are up !" Soyeon said as she continued to get her stuff. We both chuckle and apologize. "If you guys are ready then go down because manger unnie is already here." Yuqi and I get the things we need and head down. I haven't seen miyeon I hope she slept well. Yuqi and I get in the van to see miyeon and soojin laugh and simply having the time of their life. I felt angry but I snap out of it once I feel a hand on mine. I turn to see Yuqi looking at me signaling me to calm down. I felt tears forming. Ugh what is wrong with me !! I felt so irritated and Yuqi sensed it because she was quick to bring me into a hug. "It's okay shuhu, I'm here." She whispers not wanting the girls to hear us. "Is everything okay ?" We hear soojin ask as she noticed us and Yuqi was quick to reply, "yeah unnie it's just that shuhua is tired." She said with a smile. I was still in Yuqi's embrace but I wasn't gonna let go anytime soon. I felt eyes on me and I knew it was miyeon but I don't want to look at her right now. "What's going on here ?" Minnie asked as I recognize her voice. "I don't know that's what I would like to truly know." Soojin says as she looks at us. "Shuhua are you okay ?" I hear Minnie ask me as she takes me out of Yuqi's embrace and into her's. I nod my head against her shoulder. "Yeah Minnie unnie, I'm just tired I didn't really sleep that well." She tightens her hold a bit making me feel safe. "You can sleep a bit in the van okay ?" I look up at and smile. "Thanks unnie." She smiles at me and places a kiss on my forehead. I turn to look at Yuqi and see that she's pouting making me chuckle. I pull into the hug so it's a small group hug between us and we jump a bit making us laugh and smile. "Okay everyone get in the van !" Soyeon said as she makes her towards us. "I'll sit next to shuhua !!" Yuqi and Minnie Both yell making me smile and laugh. "Fine the three of you sit in the front and I'll sit with soojin and miyeon." Soyeon says making us cheer. We get in the van and I'm sitting in between the girls with Minnie on my left and Yuqi on my right. I felt a bit sleepy I guess I was right in not having the best sleep. "You can lay your head on my shoulder." I hear Minnie say softy making me nod my head as I do as she says. I feel someone slightly shaking me. "Wake up shuhua, We're here." Minnie said softy and I nod my head and get off before going to Yuqi. Yuqi wrapped an arm around my should and I lay my head on her shoulder. "You think you can manage your emotions ?" Yuqi whispered. "I think so ?" Yuqi looked at me unsure. "Just stay by my side okay ?" Yuqi said as we walk into the building. I nod my head. Today we're here at music bank to perform Senorita and I'm really excited to see neverland and get my mind off everything. As we were changing I can feel someone look at me and I knew damn well who it was,but I didn't dare to look back. I walk to Yuqi and ask her to clean my hand so it won't get infected after we finished getting ready.We made our way towards somewhere less crowded and she leaves to get a first aid kit really quick and comes back which I'm grateful for. I watch as she cleans it without saying a word. "Shuhua do you think you can dance even with the stitches on your stomach ?" Yuqi said with concern and I never really thought of that until now. "I don't know." I answer honestly. "I'll be back I'm gonna call soyeon unnie." I nod my head and wait for them to come. Two minutes later I see Yuqi and Soyeon approaching me. "Shuhu, Yuqi told me what is going on and I think you should sit down on a chair, okay?" "But the fans are gonna get worried unnie." I said with a pout. "I know,but I really don't need you injuring yourself more. Just sit this one." Soyeon said softy as she pats my head making me sigh. "Fine but you're buying me ice cream later." I said with a smile making her smile as well. "Alright whatever you want little baby." Soyeon then walks away leaving us alone. "Are you gonna continue to ignore miyeon unnie or what ?" Yuqi said.I shrug my shoulders. "If I do my emotions will burst and that's the last thing I need." Yuqi nods her head and doesn't question me and I'm thankful for that. "Ladies your up !" We hear the staff say and we go up. I'll make you mine soon Choi Miyeon.

I smell a relationship coming up !!🤧 what do you guys think, mishu now or later ? Comment your favorite chapter and have an amazing day !!