I want to go out
I want to wear my flip-flops on
I want to smile
I want my friends's companion
My heart knows im in need for affection
They made plans
I said yes merrily without a doubt
Then some alien came creeping
How I wish I dont know them, how I wish they'll be gone
Im fine, i'm okey
Im happy, i'm all good for a drink
Then some alien came creeping
Now i'm exhausted
Now I hate everything that's breathing
Hate myself for breathing
I planned for a beautiful weekend
A calm mind, a relax heart
All in the middle of my playlist
Lost in the four corners of my room
Then some alien came creeping
Im alone, nobody loves me
They dont care about me
I said something and the looks frightened my being
They think im bad, they think im weird
I regret my exixtence
How I wish im in my room
Closed door, losing myself to darkness
People don't understand me, they scare the hell out of me
I should disappear in a different country
Live on my own without justification
Breathe without explanation
*halfbakedsoul
