Im like a peasant slowly dying
I cant control my emotions
I cant live like this
I cant breathe like this
Something heavy inside my chest is trying to swallow my whole being
What am i suppose to do with this
I cant even cry anymore
My eyes so tired.
Im tired and i cant do anything
Im tired and i think im about to lose myself
Im tired and i think im about to end my shit
I tried my best inspiring myself from those good qoutations
I tried listening to symphonies emphasizing im okey
I tried living the best way possible holding my relationships even if i drown from its toxicity
I tried asking for help but everyone's missing
I tried still i end up messed up
I tried but everything is suffocating
I swear i tried but im so tired.
Breathing is the hardest thing
Living is my worst nightmare
And right now,
I cant unclear my mind from dying... thoughts
Halfbakedsoul
