(Dedicated to canola_star )
I know you've been facing a never-ending war
And how helpless you feel right where you are
Im seeing your cracked face behind that sweet smile
And how you cursed your life
I heard your weep and silent scream
While you make everyone dive in your laugh
I know its hard to sleep at night
Like its killing you to breathe fire
Even with open eyes darkness eats up your light
Your beautiful soul is burning and slowly dying
How your heart murmurs how fast sadness takes you over
What happens while youre at sleep
Only you and your pillow knows
While it catches your fallin tears
How you wish you can preach hatred
To validate what is not sacred
I know your mind is struggling
And you cant seek what it is that's missing
I know the pest youre hiding in your head
A field full of rotten and unlikeable misery
And you've been overharvesting ghosts you never planted
I know everything. Im sorry i cant do anything.
I cant cure your brain. I cant heal your pain
I can't make your demons go away
But I can be your friend
I'll never runaway
And be there glued by your side
No matter what you say
I can't revive the old you
Whom you missed the most
But you can be someone new
And i'll be there sipping my tea
Taking photograph of you
I can't answer all your questions
But we can scream under the moon
Dance while the ocean sings
You can talk to me till you run out of words
And i'll be there listening, joining you in your world.
*halfbakedsoul
