Sinful Secret

We're All Freaks

I had butterflies filling my stomach. They fluttered so much I swear I could fly away. As we arrived back to my backyard, we sat in the garden still holding hands. "Sooooo...." I began to speak before he held his hand up to stop me.

"Now before you get all romantic and google eyed little dove, you need to know that kiss didn't mean we're together now or dating or anything like that", he spoke as I knitted my eyes in confusion.

"I'm marrying Ethan. I don't have a choice. What we did... even though I like it a lot, it can't happen again", I responded, squeezing his hand, treasuring the feel of his palm against mine.

"Oh yeah, the loser who looked afraid to even be next to a female. Have you tried showing him that leg yet", he raised an eyebrow smirking at me.

I shook my head chuckling at him. "No, I haven't had a chance yet. My parents oddly want us to spend time together though. They've never been okay with me being alone with anyone, and now they encourage me to be around some guy I don't even know", I complained pouting my lip.

"Awww, well before you move on with your Prince Charming, you have me to keep you all the secret company you'd like", he said to me as he scooted closer pulling me in for another kiss. This was the moment I made a choice. I made a choice to live in the moment. I was moving on soon with my place in the church, and in a few months I'll be able to find out the importance of the retreats my parents go on, and I'll be married. So before I begin this new life, I wanted a taste of something different. Whether it was wrong or not, his lips against mine felt to perfect to give up. I've given my whole life to the church, what my parents worshipped, and now it was mine time to get a bit back. Just this little piece.

He pulled back, as I leaned forward trying to treasure the kiss. "So you like when we kiss"? He asked smiling at me with his perfect white teeth.

I nodded my head, struggling to speak after the breathtaking kiss. "Would you be willing to try more with me", he asked.

"Like what", I finally responded my eyes wide.

As soon as the words left my mouth, I felt his hand scurrying up my thigh, moving up my already short skirt. His grip was much tougher than before. And his stare was piercing through me. "I'd like to touch you in places more private", he spoke seductively, moving his hand up leaning to kiss, my cheek softly. Then lower onto my neck making my heart jump out of my chest, as I pulled back swiftly, pulling my skirt down, pushing his hand off.

"No, we shouldn't. Kissing is one thing, but I don't know about all the other stuff", I admitted to him. I didn't know how I felt about it. It was too weird. I knew that having kissing wasn't too major. My parents kissed in front of me. But it was very clear that anymore was a big No. But his hand touching me... I couldn't help the feelings it gave me. And living in the moment did feel so good.

"Listen, you should trust me more. Every new experience I've shown you has been positive so far, hasn't it"? He asked, narrowing his eyes at me. I nodded my head, thinking back to the first movie he took me to. It has been fun so far.

He grabbed my chin gently, tilting my head to the side. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes, as I felt his lips touch my neck so softy. I kept my breath steady as I enjoyed our proximity, and his gentle touch. My eyes peaked open for only a moment to see my neighbor a few houses down, enter her backyard, watering her plant. I pulled away swiftly, suddenly getting a gut wrenching feeling.

Damien noticed, looking behind him, seeing her as well. He turned back to rolling his eyes. "Winter, none of them care. And even if they did notice, everyone seems to avoid your family like the plague. I never really noticed until now, but people definitely walk to the other side of the street when the come out. They all get a freaky vibe", I frowned my lip, feeling my body pull away from his.