sinful

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TW: suicide

3 a.m

why did i have to be awake with you?

the way you talked about

touching me

i didn't even want it

but i didn't want you to go

so now i'll go cleanse myself

scrub my skin red and raw

and baptize myself

in a tub of freezing water

hoping that somebody comes in

and holds me down

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