" His Little Cupcake 🐰"

CHAPTER 2

As i turned back , the view i saw was shocking the "so called popular guys , jerks , who never speak to anyone or may i say only speak to people of their level , or should i say people who are equally rude like them . Brayden parker he is the sweetest guy to girls but a sickly annoying person to boys he dosen't leave any chance to make fun of them or insult them , Owen collins he is calm , reserved ,and intimidating his glares brings shivers down everyones spine ,Adam morris the cutest of all of them , he is the prank king of "crenshaw high", he dosent care wether it is a girl or boy , before insulting them so these greek gods where having a bone crushing hug with jacob anderson . " can i have you 'r attention guys " . Mr nick said as we brought back our attention to him. So "Mr anderson " can you stop distracting my students and take you 'r seat . Jacob smirked at him and said " i m sorry sir , but it 's not my fault , if they can't take they eyes of the most handsome being on earth " he pointed towards himself . Which earned him a glare from Mr nick , and a thumbs up from his friends . It started pissing me off , i quickly turned my head towards the window and tried to calm my self " how can some one be so self centered , such a annoying person , attention seeker . I stopped the running of my thoughts when a paper ball hit the back of my head , i bend down picking the paper ball in my hand , turning around with my deadliest glare , to see 'Mr jacob jerk anderson' standing in his place with a sheepish smile on his face looking at me .

"What " i barked out .
" i like having everyones attention towards me when i am speaking , so can i have it ?" He said looking at me straight in the eye .
I just shrugged signalling him to go on by waving my hand i looked towards Mr nick
" Thank you Miss dreamy , he said " before continuing.
"So i studied here till sixth grade and then shifted to london due to my dads buisness , and i have come back here to complete my high school and have no plans to shift any sooner, any more questions mr nick " jacob asked giving him a bored expression

" yes , what is with the attention thing you just said ?" Mr nick asked eyeing him up and down.

Jacob immidiately looked up as if the question is too much towards his liking , he looked at me smiling , i quickly turned in the front looking at my bag placed in my lap as i heard jacob speaking.

" Even though thousands of people watch you , when you speak , a single persons attention can make a huge difference to your whole act , it can make it more good to speak for you . Am i right miss dreamy he said . I dint think it was necessary to speak , its been years that anyone spoke to me in this class and neither did i really need it . I just gave a damn about it and continued with my life . Its the first time some one has spoken to me that to so openly in this whole class . I just sat in my seat not looking at him , just giving him the cold treatment i give every person in crenshaw . As i heard the bell ring i sighed ready to get rid of the attention i got today , but stopped as mr nick said , " i am sorry guys just give me two more minutes , you are going to have another english period after lunch , as you'r grades are really bad in it , and i really want to bond with you guys so see you after lunch he said as he walked out of the class , i just sighed looking towards the ground , holding my bag in my arms as i walked out of the class ignoring the whispers , and glares i got from girls as i walked towards my chemistry class , i realise that i share this class with venacca , i groan in frustration rubbing my hands through my face , "i have to be normal,can't show her my dark side, you'r hopless, you will loose you'r best friend , if you show her what a monster you are , you are of no use ". I start panicking , feeling dizzy as the thoughts run through my head , with all the strenght left in me i pick my up myself and run towards the washroom , i quickly close the door slumping to the ground my vision starts getting blurry , i start searching my bag for my pills with my trembling hands "useless , can't do anything , hopless" i take the white box of pills , placing two of it in my mouth i gulp it down with water which was placed in my bag . It takes around fifteen minutes for me to come back to my normal state , i calm myself " you can't let these thoughts get to you , calm down beth , calm down ". I get up heading towards the sink, i look at myself in the mirror , i look at my self with disgust , i hate myself , i am of no use ,looking into my blue eyes i realise how helpless i am , i wish she was here with me , to calm me down. Thinking of her i start crying again " i stop thinking as i hear someone open the door , turning the tap on splashing the water over my face covering my tears with it, i turne towards the door when i hear a familiar voice call my name " ven why you here ?" I quickly run towards my bag putting all my things in it which are scattered on the ground .