I don't know what to do with myself .
Every time I smile I remember what I am who I am
I'm the horrible one
The ugly one
The invisible one
The worthless one
The most hated one
The depressed one
I can't believe what I became..
I'm nothing
Worthless
Insane
Weird
Ugly
A mess
A piece of shit
That's me..
I hate me
I hate my mouth
I hate my nose
I hate my eyes
I hate my face
I hate my hair
I hate my body
I hate my weight
I hate my legs
I hate my feet
I hate my mind
I hate my thoughts
I hat everything about me
I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror
I hate my personality
I hate the fact that I can't change
I hate everyone
I hate me
I don't love me
I want to die
I wish to be dead
I need to die
I can't take it anymore..
M.H