I took this from @BringmetheHorizonfan I really loved it and I just wanted to share it..
Depression , thoughts and suicides (poems)
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Diary date : October 31 2014 . Halloween
Kids in costumes trick or treating
Happy laughter fills the air
Unknown that one life would be leaving
Orange and yellow leaves falls in despair
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One girl sits inside looking out her window
Tears of crimson falls from her wrists
Watching other kids like a sad widow
She adds another painful slit
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She was nothing more than just a mistake
That what her father would yell
She don't know how much more of this she can take
Silently she deteriorate and fell
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She prepares her costume
Wearing a black facade
The final show will start soon
On her deathbed she lays
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Her heart is numb
Her chest is bleeding
Time has finally come
Pain is what she dose not want receiving
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This is to all the people who hate her
She won't be missing you
You broke her
She won't be missed by you
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She tied the rope above her head
Then around her neck like a necklace
Nighttime has fallen , may we await the soon to be dead
She pushes the chair back with a small kick
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You never knew anything about her
Or what she had to go through
Her father would beat her
She would get bullied at school
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A year later , that same day it likes this October feels dead
No ones trick or treating
Not a word is said
As they stood by her grave grieving
This October seems more cold and dreadful
All leaves are slowly falling to the ground
Is that how she ended
She was slowly breaking down
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Oh ,dead October
How you took so many lives
Oh , dead October
How you welcome her into the afterlife
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I beg for you
To answer me
Why dead October....why?
Why did you took her and not me..