well I'm scared

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So I wear glasses......I don't really need them to see or so I thought....anyways well you might be thinking why does she wear glasses then. Well I'll tell you. I'm cross eyed I get made fun of a lot for it happens all the time I'll insert a picture.

 I'm cross eyed I get made fun of a lot for it happens all the time I'll insert a picture

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That's me looking straight. 

Um but I've kinda figured out my vision is getting really blurry without my glasses and I don't wear them that often but I was just in the bath and I was reading a story and I litterly had to get out of the tub and grab my glasses because I couldn't see the words

Also forgot to mention I have a problem with seeing far away yeah but my phone was right in front of my freaking face




I was reading again last night at like 3am and I was wearing my glasses which I usually don't have to have them on when I read


I'm litterly shaking rn like I'm terrified what if I'm going blind omfg I don't wanna go blind I'm already scared of the dark I don't want to live in darkness

I need to stop I'm freaking out for no reason it's probably nothing I'm just overreacting right?????

But what if I'm right what if I need a new prescription.  Damn I don't want a new prescription it took me forever to get used to these ones

Well I never explained why and when I got glasses basically when I was 3 I couldn't see at all I had no clue what anything was so I would just put it in my mouth. So my mom took me to the eye doctor blah blah blah then I got glasses and my eyes lit up and the first thing I said was " momma you're so pretty"




I don't wanna have to go do that again I don't want to go to the eye doctor I don't wanna get a new pair of glasses I like these ones I think there nice I look so ugly in any other pair I don't wanna get made fun of again for my glasses I've never been made fun of for this pair but I did for every other pair

I'm literally about to cry I'm so scared I don't know what's gonna happen WHAT IF THEY HAVE TO TAKE OUT MY EYEBALLS   nononononononononononononoonononon.    



I'm scared I'm terrified I'm overwhelmed I'm overreacting I'm hshshrifikfng

Suejrj dhdjdjdrjrjt I can't ffuuck I'm having a breakdown right now my fingers kinda hurt but I don't care I'm gonna cry I don't know why I can't see this has never happened before and it's scary and different and AAAAAHAHHHHHHAHAHAH i have my glasses if right now and everythimg in blurrt and I can't ewally see I want ng mom


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