I scrolled through my private Facebook account mindlessly, checking up on anything I missed.
I noticed a wedding picture and commented "Congratulations."
I looked at the people in the photo looking for anyone I recognized, it was the bride and groom plus their friends.
My eyes then landed on her.
I realize how much changed.
As well as how much didn't.
She still smiles brightly, eyes shining.
But she also grew up well.
I feel my heart race, I forced myself to calm down, thinking of it as ridiculous.
'I can't believe I'm still gushing over my first love.'
At times, I wonder if she still remembers me, though I doubt it.
I check up on her at times, she seemed happy.
I still wonder what could've happened if I confessed all those years ago.
I probably would've been rejected, after all, I was just a kid who wrote cheesy lyrics and played the piano.
She dated someone back then as well, someone who, at the time, was more handsome, taller, and intelligent.
I looked her up on and scrolled down her timeline before feeling my heart stop at a caption.
Lee Eunbi and me @ SEVENTEEN's concert!!!
I expected a selfie but only saw one photo that made my heart skip a beat.
It was a picture of the LED screen during my solo.
I pinched myself, thinking I was seeing things before the doorbell from downstairs snapped me out of it.
I rushed down, thinking it was my mom who went out a while ago.
I opened the door and find myself staring at a woman I swore I just saw a while ago.
It feels like seeing a celebrity in person, except it wasn't a celebrity at the door, but my first love.
"Noona..?" I asked, feeling like I'm still dreaming.
She smiled and greeted me in a voice I never thought I'd here again after so many years.
"Jihoon-ah...it's nice to see you again."
