Love Affair With Life ( Normani )

Low Life

"I'm fuckin' anybody with they legs wide, Gettin' faded with some bitches from the West Side"- The Weekend

March 5th, 2018 1:21am.

Ashanti

"Ashanti, baby I'm bout t- Fuuuuuuuck" the woman I met tonight at a house party screamed in ecstasy, as I attacked her clit with my tongue. Her name's Jordyn and she is a fine brown skin thing, with a body that R&B niggas sing about.

"Wow, that was....wow" Jordyn says trying to steady her breathing. I kiss on her treasure as a way of apologizing for tearing that all the way up.

"I take it you enjoyed yourself?" I ask while moving up to place kisses under her jaw and rub her sides.

"That's an understatement" she mutters, laughing slightly. I can't stop the grin that spreads across my face, as my ego continues to get boosted.

"So what you got planned for the rest of the night lil mama?" I ask carefully while kissing on her. Its always awkward having to tell a shorty she has to leave. But the alternative is them spending the night, soooo yeah Jordyn gotta bounce.

I look up at her expectingly, hoping she has plans of going somewhere soon, or at least catches the hint. I don't want to have to get blunt with her and deal with some attitude after the great night we had.

She laughs at my question. I raise an eyebrow in confusion, not exactly sure what she finds so funny. I pray that this isn't one of them crazy girl laughs like "ahahaha im not leaving".

"Uh well I actually have a work tomorrow, so I'm just gonna head back to my place soon". I relax my body, sending a quick thank you up to god because I was deadass scared of her tryna spend the night. I lowkey hate confrontation.

"Damn I was really enjoying your company" I say as genuinely as I can. I wrap my arms around her to cuddle for a little bit, becoming more relaxed knowing she was gonna leave soon.

I hear her laughing to herself. "What's up? I wanna laugh too" I say jokingly, but I definitely am curious.

"Its nothing really, I was just wondering if you're always this indirect at the end of the night?"

Well shit. I tense up, a bit caught off guard by her question. She turns and looks at me expecting a real answer to that bold ass question.

This feels like a trap but I answer regardless. I rub small circles on her stomach with my thumb, in hopes of softening the bluntness of my words.

"Honestly, yeah. I try to throw hints, just because I don't what to make anyone upset. But if they don't get it after the first couple of hints then I'll just say straight up you gotta go." She side eyes me, but then nods her head in what I assume to be understanding.

"Its nothing personal, I just like my bed to myself and going to sleep alone" I clarify.

"Trust me I get it. Why do you think I'm over here and we're not at my place?" she strokes my hair affectionately.

"Because my crib was closer?" I say confused.

She laughs and continues,"Ok yes that was one reason, but I also like knowing that I can just get up and leave. When I do decide to go home, it's just me and my dogs there, and that's how I want it. I like my home to be exclusive, no randos allowed...no offense"

"None taken" I say completely fine with the situation.

"By the way you were so extra with that 'Awwww man I really enjoyed your company' bullshit". She lightly pushes my shoulder away while laughing.