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"I don't wanna feel the way I do, but I like it. Look at all these sparks flying, but I'm still indecisive" -Chris Brown

March 31st, 2018. 3:23pm

Ashanti

It's been a little less than a month since I last saw Normani. We haven't really been chatting too much just because she's been so busy. I wasn't hurt by it though, especially since her solo career is really starting to take off.

It's crazy because ever since I've met her, I've been hearing her name around more often. I'm not sure if that's because I'm aware of her now, or if it's just another sign of her career growth. Either way I can't help the feeling I get every time I hear her name. Shits weird

Earlier in the week she let me know that she was in town and free. I took that as a hint that I should start planning our date. Once I figured out what I wanted to do, I let her know. Now I'm here standing in my bedroom, getting ready with the help of my brother.

"You know where you wanna take her?" Dame asks while sitting on my bed helping me pick an outfit.

"Yeah, I was thinking about taking her to the fair. You know play some games, get on some rides, eat junk food, the whole 9. What about this one?"

 What about this one?"

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(Outfit only)

"My nigga didn't you just say you was taking her to the fair? The fuck you get all dressed up for?"

"A simple no would've gotten the point across" I roll my eyes, go back into my closet, and change. "Yo I can't lie I'm hella nervous"

"Fuck is you geekin' for? You don't even know if you actually like her yet, you telling me you trippin' off of looks? YOU?"

"Chill on me Dame. This is different."

"How? Please explain" he challenges.

"Well for one she's famous" I explain.

"Ok andddd what's your point. Keith is famous, you've been around famous people before Ti. Bruh don't be on this date acting like a gotdamn groupie"

"Never that, but there's just this added pressure to make sure it goes well. Plus I don't really know what I want out of this date and it's freaking me the fuck out" I say as I step out showing Damiun my outfit.

 Plus I don't really know what I want out of this date and it's freaking me the fuck out" I say as I step out showing Damiun my outfit

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