Semi

ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜɪᴛᴇ ᴠɪᴅᴇᴏ

Millie's POV
My body felt sore from swimming a couple of days ago so I was up late at night hurting a little I was on my phone while Finn sleep but I got up to get something to drink taking my phone with me, the house had a draft so I had on Finn's sweater and sweat pants as I poured my drink I noticed I got a message from an unknown number, I open the message out of Curiosity seen no words but a black and white video, the video looked like it was recorded as it sat on a steady shelf, I played the video and it was two idiots doing it
"People are sick" I said about to close the video and delete it but I noticed something about the room they were in-the bed looked like ours and the clothes on the floor looked like mine and Finn's and the pictures was of us. This is us. Now looking at the two people-They guy who lied down was Finn the girl who sat on top of him wasn't me, her hair was longer than mine
"No wait" I said trying to stop myself thinking it was Finn, he wouldn't do this to me he loves me
"Oh Finn" the video played loud in my head caving in not waisting any time to tear me apart. The words that he told me in the past all crumbled up into small pieces making them damaged goods, the forever mental damage mind that was scared of everything had finally found something to hold me and keep me from all the bad but only turned on me, I couldn't breathe the air felt thin as I felt light headed like I was going to pass out my vision blurred by tears in a general unhappy state making me go insane thinking how much I gave him, I made my way in our room stumbling upon the video that kept replaying like Déjà vu, I stood over him breathing heavily, than started punching his chest like I was insane
"Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you" he woke up surprise looking dumb
"Millie. What happened" he said, he got up and stood over me I held my head high letting tears run down, he grabbed me but I pulled away not wanting to be touched by a lier
"You lied. You told me you'd never hurt me" he looked at me confused
"What are you talking about" he said, I stood there and all of a sudden I started gasping for air, I couldn't breathe like there was no air left in the room
"You had a bad dream" I could only wish it was one
"How-How could you do that" I said lowly try to find the courage to explain
"Millie what the hell" I shoved my phone in his hands
"We have a baby. I carried for you and I risked all my trust for you" I back up so far my back hit the wall holding me up
"I-I Millie this isn't me. I didn't, I wouldn't" he said but it only made it worse because that was him
"I-I I went through so much trying to make our love and trust" my chest felt heavy like someone was pushing on it
"Millie I didn't do this. I promise you With my whole heart I didn't" the words drowned out
"Baby please, you gotta believe me, I don't even remember this happening" he said I laughed
"You fucked another bitch. You dumb fuck, I was so stupid it was too good to be true" I thought back when I first got to Finn's house, I need to leave I don't want to be around him, I went in the baby's room and started packing thing in a small bag for him
"Let's talk. Come here please millie I didn't do this. I love you, your my life you make me better" I didn't believe him he grabbed his hair frustrated, he was breathing heavily, now wide awake alert of everything, his eyes red just like mine
"I can't believe this. Everything I did all went to waste" eventually I fell to the ground sobbing quietly still trying to pull the scatter pieces together, I feel him try to hug me and I try to push him away but I only grow weak only for a short moment
"I didn't cheat. I promise" I slowly stopped and pushed him off me continuing to put things in a bag for the baby, Finn kept talking but my brain drowns out his words as I put up the stroller, everything I told him meant nothing, everything I did meant nothing, I picked up the baby and placed him in the stroller, I pushed the baby out the room and Finn grabbed me by my legs I looked at him as the pitiful boy sobbed crying
"Don't leave. Please don't leave. I need you. Don't leave me" I waited until his grip losses to walk, I slipped on my shoes that were left by the door leaving thinking of what I did wrong
Finn's POV
The deep lost of her made everything slow down, the confused lost mind I had didn't know weather to go after her or not, I felt numb like someone was sitting on me not letting the blood in my body circulate, I didn't cheat on her but that was me in the video, I don't remember this happening at all, I would never hurt millie, she and the baby are the only thing that matters to me, I love her. I went back in the room looking for my phone to call millie, the phone rang but no answer straight to voicemail, I slipped on my sneakers and ran out the door taking the stairs instead of the elevator, I reached the warm weather outside feeling a short breeze on my chest as I look down to nothing but shorts and shoes, I looked both ways running to the right pulling my hair trying to keep my mind together trying to remember what she was wearing the block was dark and naked of people and cars
"MILLIE" I screamed till I couldn't breathe anymore
"Fuck" it came out like I was scared which I was, I don't understand when did I cheat, I placed the phone to my ear
"Pick up" I said to myself but nothing
"Shit" I ran back to the house and upstairs with my mind running faster than I could think, I didn't even know tears were running down my face tell I wiped it, I leaned on the wall sliding down it trying to pull myself together trying to think
"FUCK. FUCK" I screamed hitting the floor
"Please come back" my head pounded like someone was hitting me with a hammer. I lied on the hard floor just staring at the ceiling hearing life get busy as the rain poured sadly, her shape and laugh and smile wonder around my mind making me miss her even more than normal, my phone began to ring I immediately pick it up
"MILLIE BABY-"
"Yo man, how could you do that?"
"I-I didn't even do anything.  I didn't cheat on her"
"I'm coming over and you have a lot of explaining to do"
Joe was upset with me and that rarely happened, Joe was the most understanding per person I knew beside Gaten, I just can't believe what happened-who did I do it with besides Millie. About 10 minutes later I hear banging on the door
"It's open" I said, it opens and Joe looks at me with an ashamed face than grabbing me by the arms yanking me up
"What the fuck happened" he said keeping me against the wall
"I didn't cheat on her. I promise" his jaw clenched
"I promise"