broken bonds || johannie

He knows.

—-Chapter two—-
𝕵𝖔𝖍𝖓𝖓𝖞

I was at Annie's house. Again. Carson dragged me with him because he wanted to see Annie and thought I should too.

It had been awhile since I've talked to her.

It was all because of Hayden.

I liked Annie but Hayden took her.

After he cheated, some stuff happened.

Now, I was in the bathroom with Annie talking about what had happened.

"I didn't lie!"

She started talking about Carson. How he was always there for her, which was very true. 

I put my hand on her cheeks and look deep into her eyes.

"I never meant to hurt you"

She started crying and I couldn't help.
She was in too much pain
all because of me.

I had put her in more pain than Hayden.
That was a lot.

I wanted to cry.
But I had to be strong.

When we got out,
Carson had his arms crossed and he was heated.
He was giving a death glare towards me.

Next thing I know,
he threw a punch at me.

I just stood there cause I knew I deserved it.

Annie stood in front of me with her arms protecting me.

"Calm down Carson!"

"Hurting people doesn't help anything!"

𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖊

I finally got Carson to calm down. I made my way over to the couch and Carson followed. He sat next to me and sat close in a protecting way from Johnny.

"I overheard. You guys were yelling."

"Well you know everything Carson!"

"Not from my side!"

"I can't believe you john! And you guys never told me?!"

"You guys made me believe that I was some dumb idiot who thought that Johnny also took Annie's side but they just distanced themselves. That's why I always brought you with me john! To see Annie."

"And you Annie! You never told me. I stayed by your side. The whole time.."

"I knew you would get mad. I'm sorry. I mean you did get mad."

"Am I supposed to be happy that our best friend, a one that I thought we could trust just left you and took THE CHEATERS SIDE."

I stayed silent. Johnny was silent. Carson went silent.

"Look I'm sorry."