Where We Live, is Where We Become

CHAPTER SIX: A Secret To Tell

The bell finally rang, it was 3:45pm a Friday afternoon. School was finally over,  three weeks ago school started. My junior year of high school and I prayed it would be a breeze. Andrew Jackson High, was a terrible school to be. You asked why ? Is surrounded by the projects, after school kids will sell drugs and pass it around. Gangs would be up and started trouble, however it's an everyday life style, they don't want to change and I believe they won't. It's an easy lifestyle, I'm not going to lie however the streets would never protect them, you only need to protect yourself. 
I promise that I was going to see Andre tonight after school plus it was Friday so it wasn't a big deal. Sasha And Diamond class went on a weekend trip, so sadly I wouldn't be seeing them this week. I started walking down the block from my school however a rival hood was by the street lights. I took a deep breath and pretend to be on my phone, I knew I was going to be fine because my neighborhood was not to far from school. I began to walk however ..
"Yooo Ma!" One of the boys yelled
I had my headphones on but no music was playing. The boy walked up to me and pushed my phone away from my face.
"Didn't you hear me calling  you?" He smirked
I Sighed and rolled my eyes, I pushed my hair back behind my ear
"No ... I had headphones on ?" I said
He crossed his arms, and laughed to his friends. He was pretty tall, he had cornrows and a clean shape up. When he smirked he has a clean smile however Andre's smile always get to me with his deep dimples.
"Take my number!" He said
I rolled my eyes once more, I definitely don't have time for boys especially it's my junior year of high school.
"No thanks." I walked away however he grabbed my arm
"Excuse me ?" I looked at him
"Take my number." His eyes showed so much determination. He finally let go
"You know what , forget it . Playing hard to get I see." He laughed
"I will definitely see you around ."
I smirked and kept on walking, I reached my block and entered the bodega, I wanted some snacks and a drink and probably get something for Andre too. Me and Andre is not  dating , I believe however we did became close and I can finally say I like the kid.  But everyday, I questioned myself does he like me as much as I like him?
Suddenly, I received a text from Andre.
" wya 😍?" He texted
"Walking to your house .😴"
"Better" he texted back
I arrived at his door, I texted him I'm here. He grinned while opening the door. He was wearing a Nike shorts and black Durag. I love when his arm tattoos shows, it actually turns me on. I walked into this house, he looked into my eyes and I began to blush.
"What are you looking at ?" I turned my face around
He came closer to me and kissed my forehead, and that made me so relaxed.
"How was your day today ?" He asked as we sat on the couch.
"Same everyday, nothing new. How was yours ? " I didn't want to mention about the boy I met today, I don't know how he would react
"Same, did some business." He crossed his arms
"You need a real job ." I said
"That's a reAl job, that's gets my rent paid, food on the table and soon it will take care of you." He said
" I can take care of myself and no that's not a real job. You never know, it will catch up to you."
He smirked and played With my hair
"Since when you cared about me so much? Falling for the kid? He smiled
" no.." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms
He pulled me closer to him and he wrapped his arms around me
"Stop playing." He whispered
I looked at him and came closer to his face
"Your the one who is playing me." I whispered
"Never ." He whispered back and gave me a deep kiss. He placed one of his hands on my Butt and squeezed it, I placed my soft hands on his face and caressed him. Today I was wearing a skirt, so it was an easy access for him to finger me. I started to moan quietly in his ear, I couldn't help myself , it felt so good and I didn't want him to stop. He grabbed my hand and placed it inside his shorts. I knew he wanted us too and I actually do too, however I'm scared. I'm scared he will not talk to me, play me like a foul. Suddenly, he carried me to his room and he placed me in his bed. My shirt was half off and my skirt was suddenly taken by Andre. He pulled my panties on the side and continue to finger me.
"A..a..ahhh." I Moaned
He smirked and started sucking on my nipples, my body was so loose, I knew I was so wet because it felt so good when his two fingers when in and out. I wanted more , I needed more from him. I looked into his eyes and gasped.
" you look so cute, when your like that ." He smirked
He took off his shorts and reached to his draw, he pulled out a Condom. I took a deep breath however I looked so tense.
" you ready?" He asked
I looked away and ignored his question, he grabbed my chin and kissed me.
" what's wrong ?" He asked
" I don't want you to play me and stop fucking with me after this ." I told him
" I'm a grown man, 22 years old. I would never, I deadass like you."
He ripped the condom and put it on, he continued to finger me and smiled.
"You still wet, I won't hurt you alright ?" He said
He slowly slide in, he moved up and down. It felt so good and I didn't want him to stop.
"Ahh... Andre... F...fuck." I moaned
"It feels good ?" He asked
I nodded my head yes
He speed it up a little , we were in missionary style. He licked my chest and went up to my neck and then to my lips. He smiled while he kissed me. I couldn't believe myself at all, I don't want to think about it right now because It will turn me off.
" m...mmm." I moaned even louder while he pounded even faster. He thrust inside and out, slowly and again fast. He looked into my eyes while I grabbed his face

Later on that night, 3am I checked the cable box. We were cuddling, his arms was around my body and I felt so at ease. I looked into his eyes and he smirked and kissed my forehead. He closed his eyes, started to sleep, he was so cute. He's cute no matter what, and I can't believe this is happening to me. I never knew I would like a hood nigga, I always thought I would be with an educated HBCU student. But I never expected this. My phone was buzzing and it was Sasha and Diamond texting me.
"Yurrrr" Diamond texted the group chat
"How's y'all Trip?" I texted back
"Boring 😂😂, need to come back !" Sasha said
"Y'all got two more days ." I texted
"What you been up too ?" Diamond asked
I was thinking if I should take a picture of Andre to show them what I was doing. You know what ... I swiped up to get my camera and took a picture of him sleeping. He was so peaceful, when he is a
sleeping, he doesn't have to worry about anything, when he is with me, I don't want him to worry about anything. I send them the picture of him and suddenly...
"🥵🥵🥵, NAAA WHAT !" Diamond texted
"THATS WHAT THAT PUSSSY DO ?!" Sasha texted
"How you know, if we did ?" I questioned
"Yes you did lmaooo " Diamond texted
"Fineeeeee.... we did ." I said
"You gotta tell us more when we come back " Sasha texted
"I will 🤪" I said
I laughed while exited the group chat , Andre took a peek at me and yawned
"What are laughing at ?" He said
"Nothingggg.." I said back
He got up and crossed his arms
"Ohhh really ?" He said
He looked at me and started to tickle me, I had to tickle him back however it didn't even work. I pouted and he pushed my forehead
"Ouch!" I said
"Relax, that didn't hurt ." He said
"How do you know ?" I questioned him
"Cuz I know what hurts you , you're a tough girl so."