Where We Live, is Where We Become

CHAPTER FOUR: A Gentle Touch

Last week of August, and the sun is still bright as ever. School is soon approaching , but summer does not feel like it's over. Our last week needs to be the best time yet.
I yawned as I got up from my bed, stretched my body. I looked at my phone and got a text from Andre.
"Good Morning Beautiful ❤️"
I rolled my eyes however I did answer him, we have been talking for three months now but I still don't trust him. I don't trust nobody to be honest, all of these boys have the same mindset. So I definitely can not be a fool.
"Wyd today ?" He texted back
"Probably see Sasha and Diamond. Wbu?" I asked
"Trying to see you. 😘"
He replied
I went to the bathroom, to get ready for the day, brushed my teeth and entered the shower . The cool water felt so good running down my body, times like this you just need to be alone, just to relax yourself. In about 49 minutes, I got out of the shower. Sasha just texted our group chat, she was so excited about something.
"Today there's a cookout. We out ?" Sasha texted
"Yess we out" diamond texted back
"Yeah we can go. What time ?" I texted
"Like now, Diamond and I, we about to go to your house ."
"Okayy."
I started looking for something to wear, it was 88 degrees today. Something simple, I guess, I took out a crop top with strings attached and also a pink skirt. I also did a light beat and flat Iron my hair. Finally, the doorbell rang and I knew it was these two.
"You look good Paris ." Diamond said as I opened the door
"Right, you gotten thicker, who is making you..." Sasha said However I cut her off
"Nobody." I rolled my eyes
So you and Andre never...." Sasha whispered
"NO!" I yelled
I sat in my bed scrolling through my messages, I forgot to answer Andre back but he can wait.
"Are y'all ready to go?" I asked them
Both of them nodded their head yes, they took their bags and we all left the house.
"Clarence and I are you going out tonight, then we're going to a hotel." Sasha dazed off
Diamond and I giggled, we looked at her and giggled again.
"What's funny?" Sasha snapped
"What's so good about a hotel?" I rolled my eyes
Sasha and Diamond looked at each other and sighed
"Your so boring, the hotel is when we..." Sasha laughed
I cut Sasha off and placed my hand on my eyes ," I don't want to hear it ."
We finally worked our way out and was heading to the cookout. All three of us looked good, we always do. Everyone stopped and stared at us. The Center of attention of course. The cookout was only a block down from our house. When we heard the music, we all gotten excited, the rhythm bounced on our bodies and I knew tonight we will have good times. The boys were sitting on the benches and chatting it up. Some were on the grill, it was like a feast on the table and you know I love me some hamburgers. I giggled to myself until Clarence walked towards us, he was wearing a white tee and Kappa shorts. He gave Sasha a hug and a kiss, how sweet... I'm lying
"What's up?" He smirked
Diamond and I waved at him
"I didn't know y'all would show up." He crossed his arms just to show his tattoo
I looked at Diamond, and pointed to the grill
"Of course you want to get some food." Diamond laughed
Diamond and I walked towards the grill, we left Sasha to talk to her man of course. The only thing that excites me is food, I can eat all day and never gain any weight.
"What do you want to eat darling ?" The man on the grill asked
"Everything please ." I smiled
"everything ?!" Diamond laughed
The man laughed and gave me a plate of EVERYTHING, that's what I asked for, am I right ?
Diamond and I walked back to the bench, Sasha and Clarence are still talking about tonight.
"I like a girl, who can eat." A familiar voice spoke to me
I turned around and I froze it was Andre, my mouth was full with food.
"You calling her fat ?" Diamond cut in
"Naa, I'm calling her perfect." He smirked
I rolled my eyes and looked the other way
"Why you didn't answer my text ?"
" I totally forgot." I lied
"Yeah yeah. I know you didn't ."
"Look I'm going to text you right now."
I took out my phone and replied back
"See" I smiled
He smiled once more, however this time he showed his dimples. I think his smile, always gotten my attention, plus when he crosses his arms... I'm actually falling for this kid and I can't believe it.
"What's wrong with you?" Diamond looked at me
"Ohh nothing..." I said as I continue eating my food
"Mhmmmm." Sasha and diamond said in unison
"You hiding something..." Sasha said
I stood up to throw my food, more people were coming to the cookout. Especially, the girls that don't even live around here, they love 10473 Niggas believe me. A few girls came towards Clarence, Andre, Trev and Malik, I know Sasha is upset but I'm not surprise. Sasha was about to go there and make a scene, do I want to see a scene... I kind of do.
I grabbed Sasha's arm, because I know she was going to embarrass him in front of everyone and even embarrass herself.
"Let me go Paris !" Sasha demanded
"And what you going to do over there ?" I questioned her
"Go punch his face ..." she said
"Let her go." Diamond laughed
I let her go, Sasha marched right towards them, she was yelling and her hands were moving around like a crazy woman. Clarence looked at her, like I said he put fear into people but not to Sasha. Sasha was looking right back at him, the girls left except for one. The one that was talking to Andre, I shouldn't get upset because he is not my man however he was looking too happy. I rolled my eyes and went on my phone, scrolling through Instagram. I deleted his number, and closed my phone. Diamond looked at me and sighed
"You have feelings for him don't you ?" She smiled
"Maybe I do...maybe I don't ." I sighed
Later on that night, everyone was on the block, rolling dice, drinking, talking, laughing. The sun was down, but it still feels like summer, school is around the corner and sadly I don't want to go back.
"We're going to the hotel ." Sasha spoke and Clarence is back of her
I yawned and waved goodbye, tonight diamond had to babysit her cousins from New Jersey. So it's only me tonight, I finally reached my house and opened the door. Today was a long day and I'm happy I'm home. Suddenly, I got a FaceTime call, I was confused about who would call me during this time. I picked up and It was Andre, I rolled my eyes and said "yes "
"What you doing tonight ?" He questioned
"Why?" I asked
"I wanted to see you." He texted
I rolled my eyes and popped my gum
"Don't you got other female to see ?"
"Naa only you." He teased

Andre came to my house, it was 2am. I was already sleepy, wearing my lace two piece pjs, it was showing my cleavage. I noticed him staring but he looked right into my eyes.
"May I come in?" He asked
"Sure" I yawned
"You look very cute tonight." He smirked
"So I never look cute." I laughed
" I never said that."
"I don't know why you wanna be here." I sat in my couch
He sat right next to me and placed his hands on my leg. I looked away however I looked right in his eyes.
"I'm not that type of girl okay. Who you can just play with ." I grinned
"I know." He looked into my eyes
He came closer and touched my face, he gentle lips touched mine. A hood nigga with a gentle touch, and it felt good, I think I wanted more. His hand slowly played with my breast. His fingers rubbed my nipples, and I lead out a gentle moan. He speed his finger and kept playing with my nipples, he let go of his hand that was on my face and slide down to my shorts. His hand slide inside of my shorts, I needed him to stop however I just wanted him to keep on going.
"Your wet.." he licked his fingers
I moaned as he continued to play with me, he tried to make eye contact but I was afraid this was a big mistake. A mistake that he was just using me, but this sensation was too good to stop.
"Ahhh..." I moaned as his fingers was going faster
He smirked and licked my lips, he kept on going and I couldn't handle it.
"S...stop... An...Andre ." I moaned louder
"You like it don't you ..." He looked into my eyes
"I..I .."
I felt so vulnerable, I placed my hands on his face and kissed him. His tongue entered my mouth and played with my tongue. I was just hoping it don't reach to the point, of having sex because I was not ready.