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The soft green trees and grey sky,
Slightly brighten with my nicotine high,

I think that things are starting to make some sense,

Or perhaps I'm just afraid to die.

The pale peachy coloured pills I take twice a day,
Help keep my  misplaced emotions at bay,

Now I don't feel as though I'm half asleep,
In the dawn, the dark and the day.

I think I lost a piece of who I once was,
Prescription pills and a restricted buzz,

For once pill popping was promoted,
I think my doctor RX'ed these just cause'.

I want to purely love someone,
Kiss their perfect skin with a gun,

But I'm an interesting type,
That nobody seems to want.
I'm accepted though I'm not,

My teeth are nice, but inside they rot,
I don't know why it matters now,
Or why I wish my friends forgot

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