I had desired to live.
I had desired to be.
I was happy.
I didn't mind.
Then you came into my life.
You ruined me.
You made me feel worthless.
You made my life a living hell.
You broke me.
I was changed.
Would it be better to leave?
You couldn't hurt me then.
I wouldn't hurt then.
Still you wouldn't care.
You'd mock me even then.
Laugh at me and my eternal sleep.
Curse my name without guilt.
I can't let you have that.
Yet I no longer want to be here.
I just want it to be as it was.
Can't I wake up from this dream, this nightmare?
I need to heal.
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Poetry Undefined (Completed)
PoetryJust a couple of poems. I'm not a pro but enjoy, feel connected and get your reading on. All poems were written in the month of June 2019 except for the first 2 poems that were written late 2018.