why we hurt

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fallen 27-11-2018

broken 25-02-2019

chapter one.

dear, harry 

i know you'll probably be surprised when you'll receive my letter. i know you never asked for the reasons why we broke up, i guess you can say this is my way of moving on since i feel trapped like there is no closure and i needed one. i might sound selfish but you have every right to have a choice to either read these letters or throw them away. if you choose to read these letters, it's your way of knowing why we broke up. 

there were quite a few reasons why we broke up, i feel like most of it is my fault. no matter who many wrongs i did know that ill always love you, even if you don't.

i sound selfish, i don't want you to think i am. maybe through writing these letters, i can change for the better. who knows, maybe you'll even reply but i don't expect you to because you don't have to. we haven't spoken since we broke up and i don't see why we should start now.

i have so much to say, maybe that's why you avoided my calls and text messages. i gave up after a while. i just wanted to tell you how truly sorry i am and i guess that's why im writing these letters to you.  

i apologies in advance for these letters, if they dont, help you in any way. but in writing these i'm allowing myself to be selfish for once because you're all i've been thinking about for a year now and i need to move on.

i guess..

these are the reasons why we broke up.

yours truly

love, marlee x

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