In My Feelin's

Heartbroken

Please press play first and read if you do. It's a rap I wrote while crying in my room, being heart broken from a girl I love deeply. Yes it's about a girl and I am a girl, homophobes beware.

SO IT WAS A MISUNDERSTANDING AND I WROTE THIS FOR NO REASON ANDDDDD.... ITS STILL GOOD SO IM LEAVING IT HERE.

How can you sit here and look at me the way you do

When in yo mind you also got her there too

I gave you my heart and all of my love

But baby I guess that just wasn't enough

I tried to tell you my pain

But It was all just in vain

You wasted my time

All you did was play me

But now that you broke my heart nobody can save me

Spiralin down I can feel myself slip away

Cryin myself to sleep day after day

Even tho you hurt me I still think of you 

Its the way you hurt me that Ill never get over you

I fell so hard and yet so deep

But the only thing keepin me alive stopped sweepin me off my feet

Was I not enough

Was I just nothing to you

Baby I gave you everything, they see it why cant chu see that too

You were everything to me

How much more do I need to explain to get chu to see

You made me a better person, in a better state of mind

I really thought you was one of a kind

You did me shady and you did me bad

Now you done this I hope you are glad

I wish I could have seen it before

I wish someone woulda told me what I had in store

My love for you still hurts

Its still there and aint gonna go away

But baby I was the one who treated you right and you still didnt stay

I tried my best to show you I cared

But you ignored it and you looked at me and at her you stared

You let me believe that chu really liked me

When I was with you I felt like it was a scene from a movie

Flirted wit me and made me feel so special

I guess that shit was just artificial 

I showed you how I felt and you put it aside

But your feelings for her werent as easy to hide

You told me you wouldnt do me wrong like  everyone else

But now over here Im wishin  I had no damn pulse

Mama over here and askin me whats wrong

Tryna hold back my tears an really stay strong

How can I tell her that her little girl so broken

That all of her hope was jus gone and stolen

Daddy not around to see her cry

So she keep it to herself and tries ta hide

All the pain she feel is just overwhelming her

Only thing to calm her down is her best friend's fur