In My Feelin's

Days End

There ain't a day that goes by where I feel okay

Got all these voices in my head screaming at me to stay away

They're never quiet and they never stop tellin me to do this and that

All I got to hold me down and to keep me stable is my cat

My mind is breakin day after day 

I nonstop think, my brain slavin away

How can anyone keep goin after all this pain

Had to throw out my favorite hoodie due to a blood stain

A cut here and there on a daily

Will I ever feel okay I always ask myself, the answer is maybe

That could never ever be because that is just apart of my fake realities

People don't seem to understand the stress that we are in, me and my other personalities

It's truly a struggle and to the world that I blame

I was hoping for another reason to stay alive but man, that shit never came

Been bullied all my life for every little thing

And I all I got now to make me let it out is to rap or to sing

They always act like they care when they really don't

I ask them to help and trust me when I say they won't

Momma always makin' me feel bad about myself

Practically sayin why couldn't have I jus killed myself

Daddy abandoned me never around no more

Last thing they told me was I was a little whore

A good for nothing, selfish, loner

Bitches don't like me well, me neither

But at the end of the day

There was nothing more that you could say

To make me stay...

Alive