Lisa
Fuck. Jen, I'm so sorry.
*Flashback*
"So Lisa. You miss me yet?"
"Wipe that smug fucking smirk off your face before I do."
"You're as joyful as ever. Listen babe-"
"I am NOT your babe."
"Lisa, I think you're forgetting how fast I could go get Jennie, Jisoo, and my sweet baby chipmunk Chaeyoung."
"Don't. Just please, Momo. What do you want from me?"
That smirk again. Her eyes look sharp and dark like the bottom of the ocean.
"It's not what I want FROM you. I just want...well. You. Lisa, you're like an addiction for me. So come back to me. Call Jennie and tell her that you don't love her. You never loved her. You just used her."
A tear threatens to leave my eye but I'm not sad. I'm pissed.
"I don't love you, Momo! I love Jennie! She's my world and I'd lose everything for her. I would rather die than tell her that!"
I can't breathe. My visions getting blurry. Everything hurts. Jen, I'm sorry.
Chaeyoung
"Jisoo, we need to go find Lisa."
"Chaeng, we cant. It's too dangerous." Her eyes said she was serious and I knew she was but Lisa needed us.
"You can stay but I can't. I care about Lisa. I care about how hurt Jennie is going to feel when she can't find her. I care about all of us being together again. I think I know where she is. So I'm going...with or without you." A tear fell down my face like a man jumping from the Grand Canyon.
She sighed. "Let's go find Lisa. Let's help Jennie."
"I'll call Jen."
Jennie
I sat on the floor with my back to the door, drink in hand, while tears still left my eyes every couple seconds. "Don't come find me."
Why can't I stop thinking of those words? Is it because they're burned into my head? Is it because it hurts me knowing she could be dead? I don't know. I just really don't know.
*ring ring*
"Hello?"
"Jennie, I think I know where she-"
"Don't. She said not to come find her... I'm listening to her."
"What? Jennie, you can't be serious. She just doesn't want you to get hurt. We all know how selfless she is. Come on, Jen. Wake up. Open those sad eyes and come get us. I think I know where she is."
"You don't get it. Jisoo is right there. Lisa could be anywhere... She could be dead, Chae-"
"Can you stop being so fucking miserable and come get us before she actually ends up dead? She loves you, Jennie. We all know it and I bet you do too. So stop being fucking pathetic, get off your ass, and come take us to where need to go!"
Chaeyoung has never raised her voice with me... What the hell am I doing? This isn't me. I'm not some fucking pathetic loser. I'm going to save the girl I love.
"I'm on my way."
Lisa
*step step step step*
She's coming back...
"Have got changed your mind on telling Jennie Kim that you never loved her?"
"I'll...never..do that..."
There's barely anymore air in my lungs. Fuck.
"Then I'll keep fucking torturing you until you change your mind."
Momo kicked my stomach a few times. She tied me down and has been abusing me for who knows how long now.
I can feel the bruises coming in and the air leaving my body. I'm scared... No one has ever gotten this close to killing me. I've had a lot of psychos after me but my ex is the worst.
She got a whip, hot iron, and a blindfold. Fuck. I really might die.
"Let's play the guessing game. I'll use one of these and you'll tell me which is which. Each time you get it right there will be new items to hurt you with. Understand the rules?"
I murmur breathlessly, "I'm sorry, Jen. I can't do it..."
It all went black from there. I'll miss you, Jennie Ruby Jane Kim.
