Nathan's PoV
I couldn't take this. I love Maria so much that it hurts. I went to the kitchen and took a bottle of Whiskey.
"Fuck this" i said and drank one glass, then another one....and another....soon i started to feel dizzy. It was 12am. Maria should be home in like,,,,5 hours.
I took my phone and texted her:
"Maria....I wand to tell you something.
Um......indont know how......
I- I lovw you so much Maria :(.......
I sat on the floor of my room, with the whole bottle in my hand, leaned on the wall with my knees close to my chest.
I feel really sick. I had 1 bottle of whiskey and now i am holding second, half drank.
Its 5:10 am now. Maria should be already here." I want to DIEEEE UGHHHHH if she was my text? i am completely drunk...."i told to myself.
Maria's PoV
We were on the jet when my phone beeped.
"Its Nathan" natasha said with a smirk
"When you will confess him that you love him i am really tired of your games though"
"Nat you know that he probably doesn't like me and you know that i can't love..."
"Remember i was trained in the Red Room? I learned to love."
"Maybe i would talk to him when i get home" I took my phone and read the message....Clearly he was drunk, which means he doesn't liked me....He is just drunk 17 years old boy who is just in a phase. I started crying and felt natasha's hand on my shoulder
"What happened?"
i showed her the message
"Awhhhhh.....i-"
"he is drunk nat he doesn't mean it....."
"you should definitely go to talk to him. We already arrived."
I walked out of the jet. saying nat bye.
later
I knocked at Nathan's door. No one answered. "of course you stupid girl, he is probably asleep now" i said to myself.
The exact same moment he opened the door. His eyes were red. He was hurt. Because of me. A tear made its way down my cheek.
"M-Maria?" he whispered
"I am so sorry" i let out a deep breath.
"I love you, Nathan" i said, sobbing"You're drunk and probably won't remember this so i want you to know that i love you so much.
"Maria i love you too" he said and hugged me. He was so drunk that couldn't even walk. I lead him to his bed and laid down with him.
"Maria.....i am so sorry" Nathan said and tossed his hand around my neck as we were still lying down.
"Its all my fault. How can i be so stupid to avoid you.....I didn't mean to hurt you like this Nathaniel. I love you so much"i realised i was crying.
"P-Please don't cry my love" nathan managed to say before he passed out
"I held him in a tight embrace and hoped that he wouldn't remember anything of this. I don't like people seeing me soft.
But he said he loves me. Does he really mean it??
A/N i kinda like this chapter tho.....
Alsoo idk why my heart really hurts when i type "Nat" or "Natasha"
gosh i miss her and tony and pietro and everyoneee
