I really get a chance..I am actually getting a chance at this. Holy fuck this is a dream come true. Something this amazing can’t be real? Can it? I pinch myself to make sure I’m awake..OUCH! Yup..this is definitely happening right now.
I suddenly feel as if gravity itself just stopped. I feel a pull. I know fully well this was my Reflection’s doing. I turn around to him. “What the hell?” I yell. Reflection smirks, “I stopped time for a second to make...you know...a few final things clear.” I sigh, really just wanting to talk to Ian right now. “Go ahead.”
Reflection now looks as if he’s all over the room. Repeating images of him are all over. This is like some sonic.exe shit right here. Before I know it, he is back to only one image in front of my very eyes. He walks closer to me, and furrows his eyebrows, “Let me make some things clear right now Anthony. This is your only chance….you have a year. That’s plenty of time. If you somehow manage to fuck this up then I guess you truly deserve a life of misery and alcohol..good luck. I’ll be watching you..it should be fun to see you inevitably fail..since that’s all you know how to do...” My reflection begins laughing maniacally and slowly fades away to nothing. After this happens, gravity stops pulling, and time begins once again.
This is so strange. I feel younger, more alive. Just, a happier person all around. Sure, I can’t get the memories of these past few years out of my head, but I am also, I don’t know. I feel fresh. Revitalized even. And I have absolutely no craving for alcohol. “That’s new.” I say to myself, followed by a chuckle
That’s when I remember, “Ian!” I just got done tearing the poor guy apart at this time! And he left already! Oh fuck! I still can fix this now though! Let’ be optimistic for a change Anthony! You can fix this! Now!
Learn from your mistakes..don’t do what you did last time and never contact him again, contact him, now!
I grab my phone, luckily at this time period I still have the same phone number that Ian kept in his contacts. Me, being the fuck up that I am, decided to change my number and never give it to him after our fight just because I was butthurt. I quickly call him. I hear him pick up after two rings, “W-what do you want?” He asks, through what I can clearly hear are his sobs. “Ian, I am such an idiot! I meant none of what I just said! Please just come back..” I say. I feel as if I can actually hear him shaking his head on the other end, “No forget it! I mean i get that I chose the wrong time to tell you all this... but to un-invite me from your wedding!? My own best friends wedding?! That’s cold..” Throughout the time he was talking on the other line, it’s as his voice sounded more and more heartbroken, “Ian please, I was the wrong one here. I am so messed up and believe me when I say this, I honestly know I can’t live without you. Please just come back so we can talk this out...” I hear a pause on the other line, “Please Ian, I know saying sorry isn’t enough but I just want to know that you’re ok at least...please…I'm an idiot...I know...please...Ian...” I say, with my voice sounding more and more desperate with each word. I hear him exhale, “I’ll be back in a couple minutes..” He says, sounding like he had just given up. I sigh in relief, “Ian thank you...” And with that, he hangs up, as I push the boxes out of the way.
“Anthony...this is your chance. To be with the one person you truly love. Act like nothings happened in the past five years...just don’t blow it..” I say to myself.
(A/N) GUYS LET ME TAKE OVER FOR A SECOND AND JUST SAY....WHEN LIFE GETS YOU DOWN. I HAVE SOME ADVICE FOR YOU...OK? LISTEN CAREFULLY...LIFE IS...ITS JUST THEN...IT'S NOT...BUT..OK? REMEMBER THAT. THERE YOU GO, HOPE THAT MADE YOUR DAY BETTER! ANYWAYS! HOPE YOURE ENJOYING THIS! TAKE IT AWAY LOVELY MAGICMUMMY!!
(A/N) da FUQ DOES THAT MEAN. WAT. ALRIGHTY THEN. This lovely and amazing chapter was written by the beautiful crystalicexo. Yep! IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL *single tear slips from eye*
