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14 July 467

She wasn't there.
I went out at the usual hour.
But she was nowhere to be seen.
I wonder why..

Maybe she thought the view isn't good enough.
Or maybe she just decided not to come anymore.
Could she possibly notice I was watching? That really doesn't seem to be the case.

I ended up sitting for hours, looking at the stars.
And also thinking about what I found in the library.
There's a few sightings of them in this deserted place. Most of them are mermaids, a couple of them are selkies.

There's also a lot of information about horrifying sea creatures that people only ever saw their shadows in the ocean. Could she be one of them?

It's only befitting that someone as beautiful as her has a scary form.
For the sake of the world's balance or something like that.
Oh, who am I kidding. I have no idea what I'm rambling about.

Anyway. I was thinking, should I come back again tonight.
I haven't had a decent sleep in a while.
Even today, Lucas mentioned something about dark circle under my eyes. A few more days walking around like reverse orca, and he might drug me just to make sure I get some sleep.

Besides.. She might stop coming.
Or.. she might even come tonight.
I really don't know.

~ M

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