*one month later*
Two days later, I had been released from hospital, but my mum wanted me to come back home. She said something about it being better for me. She had said she knew the "whole story".
I still can't remember everything, but I do remember that Calum and I where dating, I though he was cheating on me, but it was his sister. I can remember arriving in New Zealand and the first day, but that was it. That last night there never came back to me, the doctors said I probably wouldn't remember what happened after that day and before I woke up in hospital, something about an overdose.
But I was kinda happy because of that. All I wanted to remember was being happy with Calum and nothing else. I decided when I got home, that I would stop trying to remember and just enjoy my life as it is and enjoy the ride.
I stare at my laptop in front of me, the faces appear, smiling at me.
"ALEAH!" They all scream.
"Hey guys." I smile and Stella, Rachel and Beth all smile back at me.
"How are you?" Rachel asks and I sigh.
"Fine for the millionth time." I laugh and continue. "I'm really missing everyone." I say and they nod.
"We miss you too! It's not that same with out you." Beth says and Stella nods.
"Calum misses you a lot, he's been singing Wherever You Are a lot." She explains and I aw loudly.
"I miss him too, he's been sounding really sad over phone calls and Skype calls." I say and the all look at me.
"That so sad!" Rachel cries. She then hugs Luke, who begins to sit down next to her.
"Hey Aleah." Luke waves and I smile.
"Hey Lucas." He glares at me.
"Don't call me that or I'll-never mind." He says and I laugh.
"Don't threaten her Lucas!" Rachel says from behind him, smirking. He smiles and shakes his head.
"How come she gets away with calling you Lucas?" I ask and he raises his eyebrow.
"She's my girlfriend. She can call me whatever she wants." He winks at her and her mouth forms a large O shape, but quickly smirks and slap him.
"Get a room." Stella mutter and Beth laughs.
"You can't talk, you and Ashton makes a heap of noise." She says and Stella goes red and laughs.
"Guys! Enough sexual tension oh my god." I say and everyone laughs.
I really did miss them.
"We can see the sexual frustration in your eyes when you look at Calum through Skype calls." Stella says and I glare at her.
"I would slap you if I was there, you little shit." I explain and she laughs.
"I would have slapped you back." She says and I nod.
"Fair enough."
We skyped for another hour until we had to end the call and do our own things.
For me, that included nothing.
I didn't really have any friends apart from them, all the other girls my age I didn't really like, most people would call them 'typical white girls'.
I sigh, close my laptop, put on some Led Zeppelin and I grab out my phone.
I scroll through my time line on Twitter while singing along to Kashmir. I ignore that hate that I get for being Calum's girlfriend and look at all of their pictures from the concert last night in Brisbane.
They come back in two days, and I was ready. So ready. I was ready to see all of my mates again and I was ready to face Calum. I hadn't really seen him since the incident but I hope that wasn't going to change anything.
The night I flew back, I realised I had a bit of a stereotype movie playing out for me.
I was in love.
And I wasn't with him.
He would hurt me.
I would forget it and never remember.
And have a hopefully happily ever after.
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HI, IM NOT DEAD AND IM KINDA OVER THIS STORY OOPSIdk how many more chapters I'm gonna write but I've just lost inspiration and i just feel as if the plot and everything is getting old and boring.
But I will finish it and I'll probably end up writing another one lol
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The Only Reason || Calum Hood
Fanfiction"Maybe one day we can, lie together, quietly in peace, without a care in the world." I only smile softly at that, knowing the long journey ahead of me in order to get to my final destination.